Chapter 15

Degrees of Freedom
Book 2–The Patua’ Heresy
© 2025 Mary C. Simmons

The Hazja

Andy and Jayzu left the Treehouse, with JoEd riding on Jayzu’s shoulder and Sugarbabe on Andy’s. I smiled at the picture they made. Charlie rides on mine when I am out walking, and has done so for as long as I can remember. He’s been with me my entire life, even if only in my heart—during the time I was imprisoned at Rosencranz and hidden deep in the Graying, though I don’t remember anything about that place.

It’s almost as if I had died and was reborn on Cadeña-l’jadia. Charlie and Andy tell me I’ve been here less than two weeks. But I am much older than two weeks! Charlie told me I was at Rosencranz for more than 20 years! I have no idea about that, but I was shocked to learn that I am 42. I don’t feel any different, so it doesn’t really matter.

Last birthday I remember was my 17th. Estelle was angry that I dropped out of high school, so I didn’t get a cake or presents or anything like that—except for my father, Casimir—when Estelle wasn’t looking, he said ‘Happy Birthday’ and gave me his traditional wink as he slipped me a $20 bill. 

I have Charlie again. I hope we are together forever, Charlie and I. And JoEd. And Rika. And the kreegans. And a Treehouse to live in! What could be more wonderful?

Today, Charlie has some Archive duties, and so he left around the same time as Andy and Jayzu. Charlie is the new Chief Archivist, he told me. Starfire left that position to become Aviar of the Great Corvid Council when the former Aviar, Old Hookbeak, fell off his roost and joined the Continuum. Starfire says we all return to the Continuum when we die. 

“We don’t have special places for good corvids and bad corvids,” he says. “We all return to the Continuum—some with consciousness, most without.”

I have no idea how a raven knows this, but these birds are certainly wiser than most of the yoomuns I have encountered. 

“What does the Chief Archivist do?” I had asked. I barely knew what an archivist is—something about keeping records.

“The Archivists catalog and store things in the Great Lattice,” Starfire said. “Births , deaths, where bird flu is rampaging and such like. We also keep track of the Patua’—like yourself. And the Captain.”

“What about Jayzu?” I asked. “Isn’t he Patua’?”

“Yes he is,” Charlie said. “But we didn’t know that until he suddenly showed up on Cadeña-l’jadia a few months ago. Surprised us all.”

“Indeed,” Starfire grunted as he readjusted his wings. “Understand that we corvids have kept track of Patua’ for millennia. But once in awhile someone un-attached to our Great Lattice shows up. Which is wonderful in its way.”

“Great Lattice…” I murmured. “Where is that?”

“Everywhere and nowhere,” Starfire said.

“Everyone has a lattice,” JoEd piped up. “It’s how we remember stuff and keep track of things.”

“Do I have a lattice” I asked, looking at the ground and frowning. “Where is it? Why can’t I remember anything before a few days ago? Is everything gone?”

“Yes, you have a lattice,” Charlie said. “We believe it was damaged during your years at Rosencranz.”

“Where is my lattice?”

“Inside your head!” JoEd shouted gleefully.

I stared at the ground, trying to locate my lattice inside my head. I can sense my thoughts, and things around me, but I don’t see a lattice.

“What does it look like?”

“You can’t see your lattice, or even the Great Lattice,” Starfire said. “Unless you are in the Mildornia Trance.”

Mildornia. I made a face. Horrible bitter memory of its taste, and the extremely strange dreams—more like visions. Little reddish purple mouth opening and closing, eating fireflies with colorful electric tails.

Charlie tells me they use mildornia to put the Keepers into an altered state so they can see the Great Lattice that is connected to the lesser Lattices we all have inside our own heads. The Great Lattice is where our histories and memories and learning live—and it never dies. Usually we only remember our own personal histories or learning. 

“Which is why the Great Corvid Council established the Mildornia Trance,” Charlie said. “Hundreds and hundreds of years ago. So they can keep all the memories of everyone in one place—the Great Lattice.”

 Only the Archivist and the Keepers in the Mildornia Trance can enter the Great Lattice, but no one else can without proper training, or mildornia. But anyone can access their own Lattice—if they eat mildornia.

Charlie and Starfire think I ate just enough mildornia to ‘see’ my own lattice, but not enough to access memories.

“But,” Starfire said, “the visions you describe after eating a single berry resemble both our individual lattices as well as the Great Lattice

“Most of the time,” Charlie said, “memories that are not remembered still exist in our own lattice.

“True,” Starfire said. “We have connected lost memories of some of our species to their individual lattices. I have found records in the Great Lattice that indicate the ancient Patua’ used the Mildornia Trance on themselves. With a little more research into the Great Lattice, I will find the proper dosage of mildornia for yoomuns—for you, Charlotte.”

JoEd has been in Keeper Training, he proudly told me that he will soon go under the Mildornia Trance and enter the Great Lattice. But much as I want to remember what I have forgotten, I have no desire to eat mildornia again—the bitter taste of that one berry remains in my memory.

“We ferment the berries,” Charlie said, as if he knew my thoughts. “Which makes it somewhat more edible.”

“You still puke it up,” JoEd said.

Unhelpful. I hate puking under all circumstances, but the mildornia retching was the worst. Eager to move on, I said: “So, why do you go into the Great Lattice? What do you do there? What do you see?” 

“Hmmphhh,’ Starfire grunted. “Everything that has happened since the Beginning is stored in the Great Lattice, such as events of interest among the crows and ravens. Not just on this island, but many things outside that are important. We also record certain events of yoomun activities—history you might say. Things that need to be remembered.”

“Everything?” I asked. “The Great Lattice must be huge.”

“Huge yet can fit inside a raven brain with room to spare,” Starfire said. “The Great Lattice does not need space, as it does not exist in the familiar dimensions of the universe as we know it.”

 “How did you ever learn how to do this?” I asked, amazed.

“The ancient Patua’ taught our species many thousands of years ago,” Starfire said. “We alone carry the Great Lattice—after the Patua’ diaspora that sent them all over the Earth. We know of know yoomun who knows the ways of the Mildornia Trance, nor the Great Lattice.”

“So,” I said. “Nothing is ever lost?”

“Nothing is ever lost in memory,” Starfire said. “We have found that memory loss—or dislocations as we call them—are the result of broken filaments within the individual’s lattice. The Great Lattice is another story however—as we emplace data—memories of events, if you will. The Great Lattice does not encompass the memories of any of us—including the Keepers.”

“Filaments?” I said, frowning. 

“Your fireflies,” Starfire answered. “These filaments—threads—connect all the pockets of memory—we call them ‘nodes’ together. In this way, memory is quite circular, and one memory is always connected to other memories. In this way, memories can usually be restored by re-routing.”

“We think you have forgotten so much,” Charlie said, “because of broken filaments in your lattice. If the filaments are broken, the nodes are disconnected and un-remembering happens. But we have found that the memory is never gone, it is only unconnected.”

“Under the Mildornia Trance, our Keepers know well how to reattach and restore what is broken or missing,” Starfire said. “This is the first skill they learn.”

My head ached trying to visualize my lattice, with Keepers inside fixing my broken filaments. I imagined the Keepers using some strange tools that emitted blue light, fastening filament to node.

“But first,” Charlie said, “they have to perform filament repair on each other. Only then do we train them on the Great Lattice. See, everyone forgets things—yoomuns, crows, ravens. Like hatching; no one remembers what it was like to peck our way out of our orbs. So the Keepers-in-training re-attach the filaments connected to each others hatchings, so they remember being born into this world. Most everyone, including yoomuns, forget the birth experience.”

“True,” Starfire rumbled. “These are not pleasant memories. Birth is painful.”

A familiar voice…Rika’s… whispered across my mind: Some things you can’t unsee.

Fascinating. Someday maybe I will try it. When I forget the horrible taste of mildornia, and the aftermath of puking and the terrible thirst and the dreams I did not understand. For now, I will consider why I need to remember anything. 

Today, I am in a Treehouse with Rika and the kreegans. With a backpack of food that Jayzu brought. I suppose I would like to remember how I know him, butI am more curious about the little cabin that Jayzu said Bruthamax lived in over a hundred years ago.

 I fell in love with the cabin as soon as I entered. Charlie had described it perfectly—though he told me I had spent a night here, I don’t remember. Shelving on the wall held a small stack of clothing, some canned food, and a couple dishes. A small table with one chair next to a small wood stove—only one chair for the hermit. 

The bed looked like any bed made of medium-sized logs. I flopped down on the mattress, the dried leaves crunching beneath me. I could spend my life here. 

But first, food. 

 I rose and left the cabin, intent on the backpack full of food.

“This should do you for a couple days,” Jayzu had said. “Though I will be back this afternoon with more, so eat as much as you want.”

I dug into the backpack as soon as they left and pulled out the first thing I saw. Cookies! My stomach rumbled and, I ate one straightaway.

“Plenty of room in the cabin, dearie,” Rika said, “for whatever you don’t eat.”

I nodded, another cookie between my teeth as I emptied the rest of the food onto the floor of the deck. I planned on eating everything.

Thirsty, I took a water bottle stuffed into one of the pockets out, wrapped in a leather cord. When I unwound the cord, a strange black object dangled and swayed in front of my face. I stopped its swinging, and gazed at the fine carvings on the oval-shaped thing, depicting  a yoomun hand on one side clasping a crow wing on the other.

Familiarity overtook me. All strangest about the object disappeared.

I had one of these long ago. What was it doing in Jayzu’s backpack?

Mesmerized, I turned it over and over in my palm, and it seemed to get very warm. The air around me started to sparkle and swirl as if the sun reflected its light through a million tiny floating crystals. All the crystals began to align and connect, forming vibrating bonds that crackle as they undulate, circling me, the Treehouse, the forest beyond. 

Within seconds, the deck disappeared from underneath me, yet something still supports my prone body.

I hear someone screaming a litany of obscenities.

It is me.

Jayzu is gone

The Captain cruised the Waterfront for an hour past the time Jayzu said he’d be back. He called and texted him numerous times with no answer. He sent out Sugarbabe to see if any of the Downtown crows had seen the priest.

He walked the few blocks to St Sophia’s with Sugarbabe riding on his shoulder. He pulled open the gigantic ornate carved door to the Cathedral and stepped inside. 

Frankincense hung in the air inside the cool, semi-dark interior. Movement up near the opulently furnished, gold-encrusted altar caught his attention. Someone sweeping the floor looked up when he walked in. The doors were always open during the day for whoever wanted to come and pray or whatever, so the janitor paid no mind to the visitor—not even to the crow on his shoulder which was not an unusual sight in Ledford—and went back to sweeping.

He left the dark cathedral and squinted as the bright sun stung his eyes. He walked around to the back of the cathedral and knocked on the door loudly and repeatedly until someone answered. He explained who he was to the Monsignor’s housekeeper, and asked if Father Manzi was on the premises. She had to go and ask the Monsignor.

“No sir,” she said to the Captain. “He left right after the funeral Mass.”

“Did you see him leave?”

“No, sir,” she said and started to close the door.

“Is Father Thomas Majewski here?” the Captain asked.

She looked sideways for a moment and said, “He just left too. I don’t expect him to return until maybe tomorrow. Shall I tell him you called?”

“No, thank you, Ma’am,” the Captain said and tipped his hat.

He walked to the nearest grocery store in the unlikely event that Jayzu was somehow obliviously grocery shopping for the past two hours. He returned to his boat and called Jayzu again. No answer.

“Jayzu’s done gone,” Sugarbabe said, as she waited for him at the boat. “Not on his own two feet though.”

“What does that mean?” The Captain said and gave the crow a peanut.

“They said he was carried out, like a sack of rocks,” Sugarbabe said, after she beaked the peanut. 

“And?” The Captain said as he opened his palm to another peanut, then closed it.

“Ya,” she said. “They carried him out and stuffed him into a blue car. They took him away. Don’t know where.” She nuzzled his closed fist.

He opened his hand and flipped  her the peanut.

“Who took him away?”

“Don’t know.” She stared at his hand as if he was concealing a peanut from her. “Men in black.”

The Captain stayed around the Waterfront as long as he could, but as the sun began to kiss the horizon, he started back to the island. River law was such that boating was not allowed after sunset. Might as well not tempt them. He pushed off and headed back.

There was nothing else to do but return to the island and tell Charlie that Jayzu had disappeared. Which could only mean one thing—that someone knows Charlotte is on the island and defenseless. Not that Jayzu could defend her against a police force…

Fortunately, no one can get to the island by water without the Captain—but they’d have to catch him first. He would refuse. Unless they dropped ninjas out of a helicopter, Charlotte would be relatively safe. 

But he wouldn’t leave Charlotte alone tonight.

At the moment of sunset, he docked at the Sanctuary when JoEd flew onto the railing of his boat. He’d looked everywhere for Jayzu, he’d told the Captain. No Jayzu, but he did find out some things from Floyd and Willy.

JoEd had met up with the two cousins in the park adjacent to St Sophia’s.

“You guys seen Jayzu?” he had asked them.

“Not recently,” Willy said. “Why?”

“Welp,” JoEd said, “he’s gone missing.”

“What?” Floyd said, looking up from the bag of half-eaten fries he was standing on. “Where’d he go?”

“Dunno,” JoEd said, shrugging his wings. “That’s why I’m asking if you’ve seen him. See, after the Bunya’s death ritual at the church, Jayzu was s’posed to go back to the Waterfront. Me’n the Captain, and Sugarbabe—we waited and waited, but he never showed up. No one knows anything, hardly and he’s just…gone.”

“Like, disappeared without a trace?” Willy said

“Vanished into thin air?” Floyd said.

“Like he evaporated?” Willy said.

“Seems so,” JoEd said. “You guys seen anything lately?”

“Like what?” Willy said. “We see lotsa things.”

“We like to spy on stuff,” Floyd said.

“Who you been spying on?” JoEd asked.

“Welp,” Willy said, “we used to spy on the Bunya until he went and kicked the bucket.”

“Yep,” Floyd said, “then we had to find something else to spy on.”

“So we went to Downtown,” Willy said.

“To the churchyard,” Floyd said.

“Ya,” Willy said. “And guess who we saw?”

“I dunno,” JoEd said, and beaked another French fry. “Tell me.”

The cousins looked at one another and said in unison: “Father Big.”

“Ya, and he’s got a big office with a window right there in the church place.” Floyd said.

“And,” Willy said, “so we hung out on his window spying, same as we did at the Bunya’s house.”

The two crows snickered.

“Father Big,” Floyd said, “he don’t like that. He hates crows.”

They guffawed loudly.

JoEd almost flew away, but stopped when Floyd said, “neither did that other guy—what was his name?”

“Jools,” Willy said.

“Ya, Jools,” Floyd said. “The Bunya’s solicitor, I believe they call him—he hates crows too.”

“Lawyer,” Willy said.

“Oh yeah,” Floyd said. “Attorney at Law, that’s what Jools is. We don’t like him either.”

“Nope,” Willy said. “We spied on Jools a lot. He loves orbs more than anything.”

“Ya,” Willy said, “everyone knows that.”

“And we followed him to the Bunya’s death ritual,” Floyd said, “and when didn’t come out, we naturally flew up to Father Big’s window. And there he was, Jools and Father Big.”

 With Sugarbabe on his left shoulder where she always rode, and JoEd on his right, The Captain walked briskly to the Treehouse. They found Charlotte sitting on the deck with several kreegans in her lap. She  stroked their feathers in turn with one hand, while the other remained clenched; she was holding something in her fist. She looked up when the Captain came through the hole in the deck with two crows on his shoulders, but said nothing. 

Her face betrayed enormous bewildered sadness, and the little ones were unusually quiet. He sat down next to her without speaking, never being the one who broke silence. But JoEd was having none of whatever had enveloped Charlotte and the kreegans

“Jayzu has disappeared!” JoEd said after leaping off the Captain’s shoulder and planting himself square in her lap. 

The displaced kreegans squeaked their displeasure as they scattered, but they didn’t try to reclaim their space. JoEd had seniority, being older. So they went about play -fighting and teasing each other with silly insults.

“You were never hatched,” one of them said to another. “You were just puked up.”

“Ya!” Another kreegan agreed. “With the worms!”

The kreegans exploded with raucous laughter.

Charlotte did not reply to JoEd’s information, but began stroking his feathers as she had the younger kreegans. After several minutes, she turned to the Captain and said:
“Where is my daughter, Andy?”

Father Big

After many years, it seemed, I found myself sitting on a deck in a treehouse with many crows perched around the railing—or in the tree, or flying around dive-bombing unknown objects on the ground. Charlie’s kreegans—I know most of their names—were especially fond of my lap.

I stroked their heads with one hand and held the hazja in the other. I felt its pulsating vibrations generating swirling currents of my life—memories that I had forgotten during my long years at Rosencranz. I remember now why I was there. 

My 17th birthday has faded into to the distant past. I have a daughter older than that. 

The hazja might be mine, actually—it was taken from me just before the birth of my daughter. This one is so similar it could be mine, but I don’t know how or why Jayzu had it.

Jayzu. I remember him now, how he came to Rosencranz and spoke with me, in the only language I was willing to speak. The language of the crows—the Patua’. He showed me how to run away to Andy’s boat on the big river, which brought me here.

I have many questions to ask Jayzu. The hazja…

Andy came back from the city without Jayzu. The crows were quite upset, and all spoke at once:

“Where’s Jayzu, Cap’n?” “Why didn’t Jayzu come back?” “When’s he comin’ home?” Where’d he go?” “When’ll he be back?”

Andy told us everything he knew, including that Jayzu had been carried, unconscious to a blue car and taken away.

“And Father Big watched from his window,” Sugarbabe said.

“Who are you talking about?” I asked. “Who is Father Big?”

“It was FatherBig!” Sugarbabe hollered. “Jayzu’s boss!”

I frowned toward her, and then at Charlie. “His boss?” 

“Yes,” Charlie said. “Jayzu has a boss he calls Thomas,” Charlie said. “He’s been here to the island—and told Jayzu about you at Rosencranz.”

“Jayzu’s boss knew I was at Rosencranz?” The frown on my face deepened. “How did he know that?”

After a brief silence Charlie said: “Father Big is Father Thomas Majewski, Charlotte. Your brother.”

Dead silence fell. Even the roar river seemed to go quiet as I fully remembered that day Tommy had me dragged off my little island with my arms tied around my back. To Rosencranz. Where my daughter was born.

I shoved the memory back down before I exploded with the anger and terror of that day. If Tommy took Jayzu away today, he could come for me tomorrow.

“Where did Tommy take him?” I asked as calmly as I could through clenched teeth.

No one spoke.

Andy, Sugarbabe, and JoEd stayed overnight on the deck at the Treehouse with me. Charlie and Rika were up in the tree with their kreegans. I felt safe enough during the night. But what would tomorrow bring? Would Jayzu return? Or would Tommy come for me?

Neither possibility could eclipse my need and desire to find my daughter. I remember the day we faced each other, and how she sang the song that I often heard as a child. And then she disappeared. And Jayzu denied she was there…

I want to ask him about that also.

“Andy,” said as we looked up at the stars that winked through the leaves and branches above them. “I need to find my daughter. Will you help me tomorrow?”

“Yes,” he said. “Since we can’t find Jayzu…yes.”

Two scenarios played through his head. Should he bring Jade to the island? Or take Charlotte into the city? Or somewhere else where no one would think to look?  Both ideas seemed risky and dangerous. 

In any case, he’d need some help, some backup to pull anything off, as he was sure the police would somehow come looking for her on the island. Maybe they’d probably try to arrest him on the river.

Ha! He snorted as he rolled over.

I never get caught.

The Homecoming

Jade stood up from weeding the vegetable garden and pulled her ringing cell phone from her back pocket. 

Russ. He’s due back tomorrow.

She smiled and tossed her blonde curls back as she brought the phone to her ear, and said, “Russ! Are you okay? Are you back home? Or still at the airport? Do you need me—”

She heard him laugh at the other end—that familiar warm sound that she’d forgotten. In spite of the many moments she’d spent being angry with Russ for accusing her of hallucinating her mother, she really missed him. 

The way he laughed. The way he smelled when she buried her face into his shoulder. She couldn’t wait to see him.

“Almost,” Russ said, his voice sounding happy but tired. “I’m in Miami. Where are you?”

 “I’m at the farm,” she said. “They just started the harvest, but if you need me to, I can—”.

“No, that’s ok,” he said, “Our flight lands in a ridiculous 3:23 a.m. tomorrow,” Russ said. Or today, or whatever day it is. Or will be.”

Jade bit her lip, her joy dissipating. Our flight.

“I don’t need you to drive in from the farm. I’ll just take a taxi home. I call you when I wake up back in our own time zone.”

Will she spend the night at our house too?

“Oh, okay,” Jade said, relieved she didn’t have to get up in the middle of the night and drive to the airport. But… “What about Vinnie?” She tried to make her voice sound normal, like Vinnie was his sister, or just some random colleague.

“She’s going home too,” Russ said. “Her wife is picking her up.”

Her wife?

Jade nearly dropped the phone. All that angst…it was hard not to burst out laughing at her foolishness. They chatted for a few more minutes about his flight, the trip, how glad they both were he was on his way home. 

“Love you, babe,” Russ said. “See you soon!”

“I can’t wait!” Jade said. “Love you too.”

After they rang off, Jade rolled the words ‘Her wife is picking her up’ around in her head, smiling. “Russ is coming home,” she said to Old Blue WillowB.

Which home? Jade wondered, finally. The farm had completely engulfed her; it was hard to imagine going back to their house in the city suburbs. She couldn’t very well manage a farm from a distance. And she couldn’t just walk away from it like it was a rental or a hotel.

Russ won’t want to live here. And I don’t want to live in the city.

After a light dinner and a cup of hot chocolate on the porch, Jade started to nod. Several episodes of jerking her head up from falling sideways, she yawned, picked up her dishes and went inside. Dishes in the sink could wait til morning, she was too tired to do anything but undress, put on her nightgown and drop into bed.

She fell asleep mere seconds after her head hit the pillow. Her mother’s melancholy voice singing into the wind wove in and out of her dreams. Great Aunt Lizzie’s voice arose and sang with her—the same verse over and over again: 

Will you go, Lassie go?

Jade sat up suddenly, switched the lamp on its lowest brightness. Moments later a mist appeared, and hovered for a few seconds within the scent of lavender. Great Aunt Lizzie’s face coalesced from the billowing mist, followed by her willowy body attired in pale green velvet dress, with cream-colored lace at her throat and wrists. She was, as always, the portrait of elegance.

“He’s gone,” Great Aunt Lizzie said, her voice undulating as if she were underwater. “He’s been taken away.”

“What? Who’s gone? Who took him?” Jade swung her legs over the edge of the bed and reached for her robe.

“Another Father.”

“Alfredo’s father is gone?” Jade said. “What are you talking about?”

“For heaven’s sake, child,” Great Aunt Lizzie said as she leaned toward Jade. “Wake up!”

A sudden gust of chilly wind from Great Aunt Lizzie’s general direction blew Jade’s hair backwards for a few seconds.

“Now, let’s try this again,” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “Jayzu’s gone. He was taken away by someone working for Father Big.”

“Who’s Father Big?” Jade said, yawning as she struggled into her robe.

“Father Thomas Majewski,” Great Aunt Lizzie said.

“What?”

“Yes,” Great Aunt Lizzie, “Uncle Tommy.”

Stunned, Jade really wished she was still asleep and dreaming of a ghost. She sighed. “I need coffee.”

“Tea for me, dear,” Great Aunt Lizzie said.

When they were seated on the porch with their respective tea and coffee—spiked with a dollop of mildornia wine, Jade said: “Now spill it, tell me everything. What happened to Alfredo?” 

“As I was saying,” Great Aunt Lizzie said, “After the Bunya’s death sham of a funeral, Jayzu was taken away. In a blue car. They say he was unconscious.”

“Wait, what?” Jade said, frowning. “Someone took him off the island in a blue car?” 

“For the love of the universe, wake up!” Great Aunt Lizzie said, and slapped Jade lightly with delicately embroidered silk gloves. “Jayzu went into to the city to officiate Henry Braun’s funeral. He never returned to the island. No knows where he went, except that he was taken away in a blue car.”

“A blue car? Where? By who? What about—” Jade’s eyes grew large. Her chest tightened as her heart beat quickened. “Oh no! My mother. She’s alone!”

“Yes!” Great Aunt Lizzie said, her voice triumphant with a note of exasperation. “Why else would I call you out of a dead sleep?” She put a finger on the rim of her tea cup, swiped off a small spot of mildornia. 

“Yes dear. Charlotte is alone,” Great Aunt Lizzie said, and licked her finger. “Except for a few hundred crows, ravens, magpies, and the like. And, to say nothing of insects and the things that scurry on the ground. As well, the Captain is back on the island, so she is not alone by any means.”

“I need to go to her!”

“Indeed you do!” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “But not now. In the morning, when it is light.”

Wuf,” Old Blue said softly.

She woke up with the dog’s cold nose nuzzling her fingers. Still in the rocking chair on the porch, the sky was the color of dawn. Disoriented, she rubbed her face with her hands. I must’ve fallen asleep down here. She stood and picked up the bottle of mildornia wine from the table, the Guardian Angle’s shimmering face appeared for a moment on the label.

Visions of her mother lost and alone, singing into the darkness, with tears rolling down her face intertwined with Great Aunt Lizzie’s animated face on the mildornia wine bottle speaking: “Wake up, child!… Time is running out!”

“I gotta call Kate and Sam,” Jade said, searching around for her cell phone. Not on the table, not in the pocket of her robe, she went inside the house. As she approached the kitchen to look there, she heard it ringing. 

Upstairs.

It was Kate.

“Alfredo has vanished.” Kate said. “He was—”

“I know,” Jade said. “I was just about to call you. Tell me what happened—all I know is that he vanished sometime yesterday afternoon.”

“Sugarbabe dropped a note to Sam from the Captain this morning,” Kate said. “Alfredo never came home yesterday from Henry Braun’s funeral. The Captain waited for hours at the Waterfront to take him back to the island, but he never showed up. That’s all we know.”

“So he just disappeared?” Jade frowned.

“Pretty much,” Kate said. “I’ve got my small yet efficient network of spies trying to find out if he anyone saw where he went, and with whom. And if the police were involved.”

“My mother’s alone,” Jade said. “I’ve got to get to the island. Can I get Sam to contact the Captain this morning and take me to the island. I really need to get there!”

“That’s a done deal,” Kate said. “The Captain’ll meet you at Sam’s this afternoon. And, Charlotte’s not exactly alone. Other than usual crows, the Captain usually docks at the island at night. I’m sure he’ll look after her til we find Alfredo.”

“Hopefully, I’ll be there too,” Jade said, “looking after her. Were the police notified? Not that we want the cops sniffing around the island.”

“No,” Kate said. “My aforementioned vast network of spies tells me no one has reported Alfredo missing to the police. Who would tell them?”

“Uncle Tommy, maybe?” Jade asked. She shivered. “Does he have to be my uncle?”

 “Looks like it, “Kate said. “But I’ll bet my law license Uncle Tommy is involved in Alfredo’s. He left me a message yesterday that Alfredo had asked for a leave of absence from his duties at St Sophia for a couple weeks. To visit his sick mother.”

“Do you believe that?” Jade said.

“Hell no,” Kate said. “Alfredo’s mother is dead.”

“Do you think he knows where Alfredo is?”

“Without a doubt,”  Kate said. “Anyway, the Captain’ll be at Sam’s around 1 o’clock. Come get me, and we’ll go out there together.”

They rang off, and Jade got dressed, threw some clothes and toiletries into a backpack, believing she would be on the island for a day or two at least. She called Mrs Flanagan. “I need to go into Ledford visit some friends and to deal with some estate matters,” she said. “Would you please feed Old Blue and WillowB til I get back??

“Oh course, honey,” Mrs Flanagan said. “Don’t you worry about a thing. We’ll take care of the critters and everything. Bertram and the men’ll be starting the harvest—they’ll look after the place.”

Jade flopped down on the bed next to the sleeping WillowB. “I’m going away, Mr B, but just for a couple days or so. Don’t worry! Mrs Flanagan’ll be by to feed you and Old Blue.”

Willow B lifted his head, his eyes like slits. He yawned, put his head back down and covered his eyes with a paw.

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Chapter 14

Degrees of Freedom
Book 2–The Patua’ Heresy
© 2025 Mary C. Simmons

Jayzu

In the morning before he was to boat Jayzu to Ledford, the Captain and Charlie watched the sunrise from the Sanctuary. From the cliffs above, they could hear Charlotte singing—the same song she sang every morning as she looked across the river. Not at the sparkling jewel of Downtown upriver, but directly across, where the water gave way to the dense green of a small forest. A small stream, one of many, found its way to the big river and over the years had managed to carve out a swampy entrance to a steep ravine.

Atop the ravine, a person could go to the right and find the ritzy neighborhoods of the well-to-do (such as Henry and Minnie Braun, now known as Gabrielle duBois). To the left miles and miles of cornfields, mostly owned by AgMo, the farm conglomerate eating up the historical family farms. Straight ahead a person would find the highway that led west to more cornfields, or to the east toward the river and the city of Ledford, and cornfields.

Up on the cliffs, Charlotte liked to watch the waterbirds sailing into the swamp across the river to feed. In the mornings as the sun rose, she looked into the distance, beyond the river, beyond the cornfields…and sang. The words drifted down to where the Charlie and the Captain sat, not speaking. The Captain whistled the tune softly as Charlotte sang:

And we’ ll all go together

To pick wild mountain thyme

All around the purple heather,

Will you go, Lassie, go?

Another human might’ve wept at the sweetness of Charlotte’s voice mingling with the melancholy tones of the Captain’s whistling. Charlie did not weep, but sensed the depth of the Captain’s grief. He remembered the day the Captain was dumped on the bank by Sam who somehow managed to navigate the river. Deeply wounded, the crows, and Sam had nursed him back from the death he had raved to embrace.

Charlie and the Captain remained silent for a few minutes after Charlotte had stopped singing.

“Suppose we take Charlotte to the Treehouse,” the Captain said as he chewed on a blade of grass. “She’d be more comfortable there than on these cliffs. Might jog her memory, eh?”

Charlie tilted his head to one side for a moment. “It could. Perhaps just a walk away from the cliffs would help also. She’s not afraid of dark forests. Only her brother.”

“Hmmmph,” the Captain grunted. “What if we arranged Jayzu to show up? He doesn’t look anything like her brother. As long as he’s not wearing his priest costume.”

Charlie nodded and scratched the sand with one foot. “That might just work.”

“We’d be right there with her,” the Captain said, “in case she flips out when she sees him.” He tossed the blade of grass to the ground. 

“She might,” Charlie said, “She hasn’t seen Thomas for more than twenty years, so she probably remembers him as someone who looks young, like Jayzu, except fatter and shorter.”

In the end, they decided to ask Charlotte if she’d like to see the Treehouse. She agreed immediately, at which point Charlie said: “The Treehouse was where you spent your first night on the island. I live in that tree also, with my wife Rika and—”

Kreegans,” I whispered, as visions of baby crows flitted and played on a wooden deck high up in the branches of a tree.

“Yes,” Charlie said. “Kreegans. Mine and Rika’s.”

“Jayzu fixed it all up,” Andy said, “So you’d be comfortable with Charlie nearby.  We  know Jayzu—he will not harm you.”

“But what if—” I said, sort of wanting to meet this Jayzu, but…fear stopped me. What if this is a trick? What if—it’s really Thomas?”

“I will protect you,” Andy said. “If your brother shows up, I’ll take care of him—though it won’t be necessary.”

“We will not allow anyone—not Jayzu, not your brother—no one—to harm you,” Charlie said.

“Okay,” I said after a long sigh. 

It wasn’t that hard—Charlie I had known and trusted my whole life. Andy I knew only at school, though we hardly ever spoke. Except that one time when some of the kids were teasing me and chasing me around the playground flapping there arms and screaming “Caw! Caw! Caw!”

They stole my lunch box and were tossing it between them daring me to get it from them. I was taller than all of them, but I didn’t dare move or make a sound. Just as they started to run away with my lunch box, Andy stepped in from out of nowhere.

“I’ll take that,” he said as he grabbed my lunch box from one of the bullies hand. “Get lost!”

Andy was bigger than all the boys, and most everyone was afraid of him. I was not though—everyone knew I ‘made crow sounds’ but they never knew about Andy. But I did.

“Thank you,” I whispered in the crow language, as the bell rang.

Andy just smiled and tipped his baseball at as we walked toward the building.

*

Jayzu sat at his table next to the window in his cottage, staring out into the forest. The funeral mass he was supposed to deliver the next day should included a short sermon about Henry Braun’s life in Christ. What could he say that might be positive yet still be the truth? Mrs Braun had told him Henry was an atheist, but he Jesus never pays any attention to such nonsense.

Jayzu did not know much else about Henry, other than his greed and dislike of crows. He searched the Internet with the spotty coverage he had on the island, looking for something, anything…

Henry had not done anything for the poor, nor did he fund hospital expansions, nor purely community-driven projects whose purpose was not to make money. Henry seemed to be completely self-centered.

A breeze blew through the window, ruffling the curtains and causing the hazja to swing at the end of a chain beneath the overhead lamp. He reached for it and held it in his hand. He had found it when he had first come to the island, beneath the bones of Brother Maxmillian Wilder in the hermit’s chapel.

 He remembered that Jade had a hazja as well; she had said it belonged to her mother, and that Chloe, the woman who had actually raised Jade told her so. If only she was not afraid of him—he could take it to her. Perhaps it would help her regain the memories she had lost after eating mildornia berries.

Jayzu had been told by the young crows that followed Charlotte nearly everywhere, that she went into his cottage when he escorted Russ and Jade to the inlet where the Captain waited for them. He glanced at the portrait on the wall. What if Charlotte knew that Jade had painted it? but how could she? Unless she overheard them talking…but she would need to understand English for that to happen.

Sighing, he went back to work on his sermon. He wrote Henry’s name on his yellow pad. What did he ever do other than make a ton of money with which he had only enriched himself?  

Mrs Braun however had actually given a substantial amount of money to St Sophia’s orphanage fund, as well as the food bank the church ran. With Henry’s money no doubt, so Jayzu could give him credit for that. And for marrying Mrs Braun in the first place. And, he did give his wife a comfortable life…so there was that.

He managed to write a short, sweet, entirely true sermon for Henry’s funeral that mentioned his generosity to his wife. As he re-read it for the second time, a shadow appeared at the window.

“Yo, Jayzu!” JoEd said and hopped onto a chair back facing Jayzu.

“Grawky, JoEd!” Jayzu put his pen and pad down. “Is it time for me to bring backpack of food for Charlotte—to the Treehouse?”

“Yep,” JoEd said. “Fact is, the Captain and Charlotte are waiting for you there.”

Jayzu’s mouth hung open for a few moments. He stood up suddenly, knocking his chair over backwards. “Charlotte wants to see me? She remembers me?” A broad smile bloomed across his face.

JoEd cocked his head to one side. “Well, yes she does, and no she doesn’t.”

Jayzu frowned. “She does but she does not? What does that mean?”

“Just answering your questions, Jayzu,” JoEd said. “Yes she does want to see you. And no she doesn’t remember you.”

Jayzu picked his chair up and set it right. “But she still wants to see me.” He shook his head. “Why?”

“Well see, my zazu and the Captain have told her you are not her her brother,” JoEd said. “And that you don’t even look like him. So she asked what you look like and the Captain told her and they promised her you would never hurt her or tell her brother where she is and she said okay she would meet you.”

JoEd paused to breathe.

“At the Treehouse,” Jayzu said, raising his eyebrows. “I guess that is the best place. She spent a night there, and you and your weebs and zazu live in the tree. Maybe she will remember being there.” 

Overjoyed that Charlotte wanted to see him, Jayzu started to bolt out the door.

“Hoy there, Jayzu,” JoEd said, and stuck a wing out—as if he could stop him from leaving. “You need to bring food for Charlotte—membo? And water.”

“Right,” Jayzu said and turned on his heel back into his cottage.

He moved to the kitchen area and began filling a sack with an apple, and chunks of cheese and bread, a few carrots, and water. “I do not have much. I plan to get more food in the city after the Bunya’s funeral.”

Jayzu again started for the door. On impulse, he reached for the fob hanging from the lamp over the table. Jade has one of these—she said it had been her mother’s. Perhaps— 

He stuck the hajza in the backpack, slung it over his shoulder and stepped outside. Closing the door behind him, he left his cottage with JoEd on the other shoulder. He could not help quickening his steps in his excitement and hesitation to see Charlotte.

“Slow it down,” JoEd said as Jayzu broke into a jog. He dug his talons into Jayzu’s shoulder, nearly falling off. “We gotta give Charlotte time to be at the Treehouse for a bit before you show up.”

Jayzu slowed to a walk and said: “I just do not want to miss her before I have to go into the city this morning.”

“Not gonna happen,” JoEd said as he regained his balance on Jayzu’s shoulder. “You just gotta chill, man. We got this.”

Before Now

“Seems Charlotte remembers her life before now up until she was taken to Rosencranz.” 

I had heard Andy say that to Charlie last night.

Before now. 

For the first time I wondered about what was ‘before now’—Charlie says I was at a place called Rosencranz. He says I was there a long time, many years. I don’t remember anything before being here on this island. And I don’t know how old I am.

But what was before now?

Running through the trees with Charlie overhead—like I was flying a kite. Sleeping in a tiny bed in a tiny room. Looking at stars on a rooftop. An odor of Old Spice.

Charlie and Andy both describe in great detail how I got here, with Jayuz’s help—and the repeatedly said it was Jayzu who wanted me out of Rosencranz, but I remember none of that. Charlie thinks I forgot everything before Rosencranz because I ate a mildornia berry a few days ago. I don’t remember doing that either.

Andy and Charlie escorted me to the Treehouse—they said an old hermit named Bruthamax built it and lived in it over a hundred years ago. Charlie told me other stories about Bruthamax—that he and his ancestor Hozey the Great first built a chapel at another place on the island. They said it looked like an upside-side down bird’s nest and that Bruthamax went inside every day to pray.

And then they built the Treehouse…high up in the branches of a gigantic tree, where you had to climb up a sort of spiral staircase to get up to it.

“Jayzu fixed the Treehouse all up for you,” Charlie said as he rode on her shoulder. “Got it all cleaned up and stocked with food—and clothes for you. Matter of fact, what you wear now, Jayzu brought to the Treehouse for you. On the Captain’s boat.”

“For a fact!” Sugarbabe shouted from the Captain’s shoulder. “We hauled everything on the boat, and the Captain helped Jayzu drag it all to the Treehouse. I was there!”

“For me?” I frowned, looking down at my coveralls. “But why, Charlie? Why did he do all that? He doesn’t even know me.”

“Well, he didn’t before he came to the island,” Charlie said. “I told him about you and because you speak Patua’, he visited you at Rosencranz several times because he felt sad that you were there and could not get out. He was the only person you ever spoke to—as you were not speaking the yoomun language even though you lived amongst them.”

The yoomun language. English. I know it well enough, but there is no reason to speak it here—all the crows speak Patua’, as does Andy.

Charlie says he visited me a long time ago at Rosencranz, and he pecked on the window to my room and I tapped back, but I do not remember this.

“But why was I at Rosencranz”

“Some people think that yoomuns who speak the Patua’ have a mental illness, “Charlie said. “So they put you in Rosencranz. That’s why Jayzu wanted to get you out of there. You don’t have mental illness.”

“But Andy speaks Patua’ too!” I said, turning to him. “Why didn’t they ever put you there?”

He glanced at Charlie and then grinned at me. “Probably because they can’t catch me.”

“You can’t catch me!” I hollered over my shoulder at Tommy, who was chasing me.

I could outrun him, being that I was outside almost all the time, running, jumping playing…while Tommy spent his time inside. Our mother forced him to read the Bible for two hours every day and he was always in a really grumpy mood.

I ran and ran, first laughing at them shouting “Stella! Stella!”

I laugh and keep running, but it seems so hard, like I weigh a ton. 

The voices got louder, and I ran faster. Faster! Calls of “Stella!” grew angrier. Fasterfasterfaster…Gasping for air. Each breath hurts all the way down.

Suddenly Tommy is on top of me…pinning me. I can’t move.

“I caught her!” he yells.

“No!” I scream, writhing trying to get away. 

His big fat hand covers my mouth. I bite it. He lets got, cursing me. But two others dive on top of me and tie me into a shirt so I can’t move my arms. And the stuff a handkerchief in my mouth.

I am on the ground. Charlie’s beak is in my face. I hear someone say: “Charlotte?” 

Opening my eyes, I see Charlie on my chest, and Andy kneeling over me. “Charlotte?” he says again and picks up my hand.

“I-umm, yeah,” I mumble and try to move.

“What happened?” Andy asked after helping me to sit up

“Uh…I…Tommy was chasing me!” I cry out and gasp. “He—he—he caught me!” And I burst into tears.

Andy took both my hands and Charlie leapt to my shoulder.

“Well, no one caught anyone,” Andy said. “And your brother, he ain’t here. Just you and me and all these crows!” 

He waves his arm overhead. I look up and see hundreds of crows circling overhead underneath the forest canopy, and more on the ground, or perched in trees. All of them watching curiously. I laughed, and my tears stopped, though not the gnawing fear in my stomach. “Tommy really hated crows.”

“We hate him too, MizCharlit,” a young crow piped up.

“Yeah, well, Tommy still ain’t here,” Andy said. He stood up and pulled me to my feet.  “And he ain’t gonna be here. Now, we gotta meet Jayzu.”

I felt even more hesitant about meeting Jayzu, though Charlie and Andy have mostly convinced me that Jayzu would not harm me. 

“He’s the good guy,” Andy had said. “And he’s not a traitor.”

I had to remind myself that whoever was chasing me a couple days ago was yelling “Charlotte!” And not Stella—as Tommy used to call me.

“That was Jayzu,” Charlie told me, again and again.

We walked in silence, on a hidden path that led through the dense woods. I got lost in the colors and smells and sounds of the forest, as if I was seeing it all on the first day of creation. Flowers of every hue amid a thousand different shades of green and brown waved in a soft breeze. Every once in awhile, the branches overhead allowed pieces of the bluest sky to peep through their leaves.

We came to a small clearing where an old gnarly tree grew, with its branches loaded with golden apples. Andy picked two as we walked by, and handed me one.

“Bruthamax planted this tree,” I said and bit into the apple. I don’t know how I know that but it seems as true as the grass I walk on.

“That is so,” Charlie affirmed as sweet tart juice exploded in my mouth and dribbled down my chin. 

I tossed the core into the bushes when I finished and wiped my face with my sleeve. I heard a rustling where the apple core had landed, and imagined a mouse or other small creature taking a chunk off with its tiny hands and nibbling it down, its whiskers quivering.

We walked on, stepping over small streams that streaked through the grass. We stopped at spring that burbled out of a small pool to take a drink. I don’t know if I ever truly experienced the actual taste of pure water until that moment.

“The Treehouse is just ahead,” Charlie said, his voice in my ear.

A few minutes later I suddenly noticed the huge tree in front of us. Looking up, I saw thick branches holding up a platform made of smaller diameter, impossibly straight branches. “This must be the Treehouse!”

“Sure enough!” Andy said. He ducked under the lower branches and ascended the spiraling step, made from intricately cut branches embedded somehow in the trunk, as if the tree had grown them that way.

I followed in sheer delight. “I always dreamed of living in a Treehouse when I was a little girl!”

Charlie waited for us, perched on a railing made of branches stripped of bark. I looked around—a small cabin took up most of the room—the door was ajar. I could see a small table and a chair. And a shelf of pots and plates and cups. 

“Is Jayzu here?” I asked, wondering if he was inside, watching.

“Not yet,” a voice from the branches above said. 

A crow dropped out of the branches and onto the railing next to Charlie.

“JoEd’s bringing him along,” the crow said.

“Charlotte, meet my wife Rika,” Charlie said. He stretched out both wings. “And our kreegans

Rika extended a wing. I took a step closer to her and brushed my hand across it. “Grawky, Rika!”

Rika gave me the once over, eyeing my every fold, wrinkle and freckle as if I were naked. Before I could ponder whether crows understood the nakedness of yoomuns, her voice echoed through my head

“…there are things you can’t unsee.”

Several more crows dropped out of the branches onto the railing and the deck. “There are our kreegans,” Rika said. “There’s Coalie, Hank, Jenn, Wink,”—she waved a wing at the little ones milling around, causing her to give up name theming for Charlotte.

I laughed at their silliness. “I’ll figure it out, I am sure, Rika!”

“Jayzu! Jayzu!” one of the kreegans cried out, leaping up and down on the railing. “There’s Jayzu! Just came out of the woods…coming across the meadow!”

“Ya!” another said, pointing a wing. “There he is! And JoEd, riding along!”

I wanted to run away. I looked wildly over the edge at the ground below. Too far to jump.

“Don’t,” Andy said as if he had heard my thought. “You’ll break your legs. Or worse.” He took my elbow and steered my to the bench that surrounded the deck.

“Jayzu would never hurt you,” Charlie said, jumping to my side. 

“He loves you,” Rika said, her head nodding up and down. “Yesireebob, dearie!”

My mouth drops open. How can this be? Jayzu loves me yet I have no idea who he is.

The kreegans took up their mother’s words and danced around the deck, leaping into the air with each “yesirreebob!”

I smiled in spite of my fears at their antics. Everyone here trusts Jayzu. 

My heartbeat quickens as I hear JoEd call out, “Yo! Zazu! Here we are!” Seconds later I watched him flutter to a precise halt on the railing next to Rika. 

Heavy footsteps scrape against the tree trunk. I see a head of dark black hair appear through the opening, followed by a slender figure dressed in blue jeans and a t-shirt with a large cartoon of a mouse flying through the air—its red cape flapping behind.

That is not Tommy!

I exhale slowly, not afraid…but who now is Jayzu?

Andy and I stood up, my eyes riveted on Jayzu. Charlie, Rika, and JoEd perched on the railing, while the kreegans raced around the deck squealing and leaping on one another’s back, oblivious to the expectant silence that had bloomed among the yoomuns.

Jayzu took a step toward me. I would’ve taken a step back, but the bench behind my legs prevented me. 

“Grawky, Charlotte,” he said, smiling but not moving any closer to me. “I am Jayzu.”

I exhaled the breath I didn’t know I was holding and felt Andy relax ever so slightly. 

“Jayzu,” I whispered as a cascade of images flooded my thoughts. 

Shattered bits of a broken mirror lying in the grass. Gray stone walls. Clocks, hundreds of clocks. A red rose morphs into blood.

No one else spoke for what seemed like minutes. Suddenly JoEd jumped off the bench and ran toward me. “Jayzu’s brought food!” he said as he skidded to a stop at my feet. “Big Time Food!”

Andy laughed and stepped forward. “Big time food is welcome everywhere!” He turned toward me, took my hand and brought me gently forward. “Charlotte, meet Jayzu.”

I managed a weak smile and stepped toward him. Gazing up at his face, into his black eyes, for an instant, I wanted to fall into the depths of warm affection, as if I were being held. The moment vanished, and I frowned. Tommy has blue eyes.

“I know you and I don’t know you, Jayzu.”

Jayzu smiled and said, “I know you and I don’t know you, Charlotte.”

He didn’t move any closer to me, just returned my gaze. I don’t know how long we stood there as I studied his face, his hands, the shape of his mouth. A shock of white hair streaked through the black on one side of his head. His dark black eyes warm, forgiving…inviting. Disarming. 

“I know you aren’t Tommy,” I said, my face breaking into an actual smile. “Thank you.”

Jayzu laughed. “My pleasure.”

Here and Gone

The kreegans broke into Jayzu’s backpack, and pulled out a bag of cookies before their mother flew down upon them, flapping her wings and scolding them as she shooed them away.

Andy picked up the bag and the backpack and set them on the bench. “They ain’t stupid,” he said. “I’d steal Jayzu’s cookies any time.” He grinned as he opened the bag and pulled out a cookie. He sat on the bench and took a bite, then tossed bits to the kreegans, who went crazy over the morsels.

“Now don’t you go teaching them bad manners!” Rika scolded the Captain. She was far from serious so he just winked at her as he tossed more chunks to the deck.

The tension seemed to break as the kreegans jostling over crumbs took all the attention away from Jayzu and Charlotte.

Jayzu supposed he ought to tell her that while he was not her brother Tommy, he fact answered to him as the Provincial Father Superior. His boss. But why ruin this wonderful moment, where Charlotte remembers him a little—a fragile connection he dared not sever with such truths.

There would be no opportunity today to speak with her, and perhaps she was not ready anyway, but he wished he did not have to leave her so soon. But he had to go into the city for Henry Braun’s funeral, and more dreadfully, to actually meet with Charlotte’s actual brother. Thomas.

No way he could tell her that…though again, his omissions tread dangerously close to outright lies. But if Charlotte were not in such…delicate shape…he could tell her everything. But not now. She needed more time.

Relieved that Charlotte remembered him—at least somewhat—gave him hope. The burden on him lightened, though not enough. He still had to lie to Majewski’s face today. No amount of praying at the hermit’s chapel had enlightened him as to how to get out of the dilemma he had created for himself.

No ideas came to him.

He had spent a restless night torturing himself with the things Majewski might know. Assuming he knew everything, what would Majewski do? The worse scenario would be transferring Jayzu to another place in the world, far, far away—and sticking Charlotte into Kafka Memorial. Or invite the police to have him arrested at the cathedral.

Jayzu cursed the circumstance that again, so soon—too soon—after reuniting with Charlotte, he must leave her. But this time he was not at all certain he would return.

When it was time to go, the Captain stood up and said, “We gotta hit the river,” Jayzu.”

Charlotte and Jayzu also stood. He wanted to take her hand and draw her close, hug her deeply and promise he would be back in a couple hours. But she gave him no indication that she wanted that; she just stood rooted to the spot on the deck, hands at her sides. 

“Good-bye, Charlotte,” Jayzu said. “I will see you soon.

She nodded—a faint smile on her lips. But she said nothing.

*

On the river, Jayzu restlessly walked to and fro on the Captain’s boat. He wanted to turn around and go back to the island. He contemplated leaping over the side of the boat, and swimming to the island as Maxmillian Wilder had done.

But Brother Max had courage, while he, Jayzu, was just a coward. Not sticking up for Charlotte in any meaningful legal way, he had chosen the worst possible route to achieve her freedom. While he had few regrets that he had successfully liberated her from Rosencranz, only that he had great fear that the worst possible ending was upon him. And her.

Majewski would send him far away, or perhaps prison—the law does not allow priests to commit capital crimes and get away with it. Then Charlotte would live out her days in a mental institution.

“Captain,” Jayzu said, standing at the boatman’s side. “I have no idea what will happen to me today—but I must meet with my superior who is also—”

“Charlotte’s brother,” the Captain said. “Charlie told me.”

“I see,” Jayzu said and looked out on the river. “I fear he knows where she is, and that I engineered the whole escape—which means the police know too. I also do not know if he or the police know of your involvement with getting Charlotte to the island.”

Jayzu paused to rake his hand through his hair and gaze wildly at the river. “I do not know if I will be returning, so I need—” He stopped, his hands trying to tear his hair out. “That is—Charlotte. I mean I know she barely remembers me. She is in great danger too but she needs to understand. And I need you to hide her. Make sure no one finds her.”

“We’ll take care of Charlotte,” the Captain said. “I will protect her from her brother and the cops.”

“How will you do that?”Jayzu asked, in near despair. Whatever could the Captain do with his puny little boat?

“That is my concern, Jayzu,” he said. “Sam is nearby; as is Kate. And Jade. We will keep her safe and hidden. The less you know, the more you can claim innocence about her whereabouts.”

“But what if—”Jayzu said, “what if after they capture me, the come after you?”

Sugarbabe guffawed.

The Captain grinned. 

“I never get caught.”

Into the City


The Captain pulled into the dock at the Waterfront, and Jayzu hopped out. “I should be back here in a couple hours or so,” he said. “Hopefully. I will send you a text when I am on my way back here.”
The Captain said nothing, but tipped his hat and pulled away from the dock.
“Yessirreebob, Jayzu!” Sugarbabe shouted from her perch. “We’ll be right here, and won’t budge til you come back.”
That wasn’t entirely true—the Captain had no intention of being a sitting duck as it were, for the police to nab him—if Jayzu’s fears proved valid.
But Sugarbabe took off almost immediately for the Park—a favorite hangout for the Downtown crows. She always wanted to swoop in, peruse the rubbish bins, and get caught up on all the smack around town. Crows are consummate gossipers. Sugarbabe was the Queen. She’d locate him on the river if he wasn’t at the Waterfront.
Jayzu walked the three blocks to St Sophia’s and entered the building through the back door. Inside, he went down a short hallway to the changing room behind the sacristy. As he placed the basket of wafers in the cupboard, Majewski appeared.
Jayzu’s heartbeat quickened. Adrenaline shot through him like needles. He kept his face impassive—like a corpse.
“Good morning, Alfredo!” Majewski said. “It’s good to catch up with you, finally! I’ve got to catch a plane back to D.C. at noon. I thought after the funeral, we’d chat in the car on the way to the airport. I’ll have coffee and pastries. My driver will bring you back here.”
“Of course,” Alfredo said, his voice dead level, his smile genuine enough.
Feeling panic rise, Alfredo could neither refuse nor protest. I need to get a message to the Captain. The funeral service was to start in a few minutes—he still had to change clothes. There was no time to go outside and look for a crow to carry the message.
Perhaps when the Mass was over…the front steps were always well populated with crows. He could send a quick message to the Captain.
*
Father Manzi put his wallet and cellphone on a cubbyhole marked with his name He donned the priestly garb in preparation the funeral Mass, doubting that Henry had ever darkened the doorway of any church. But that was no matter. God would undoubtedly want him to still officiate Henrys funeral Mass, even had been a saint.
Anxiety had crawled into his being when Majewski had shown up with the plan to ride to the airport with him. Something deep within, older than the Jesuit veneer encasing him in corpse-like calm, sounded an alarm: Do not go.
On the altar, though his thoughts were across the river with Charlotte and the island, Father Manzi was able to perform his priestly duties without paying much attention. One funeral was much like the next. All one really needed to do was mention the name of the particular deceased. Henry Braun. Charlotte’s sad face haunted his every thought, however—her fear and dread almost palpable—during the service he nearly invoked her name instead of the Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of the Church.
Henry Braun’s widow barely heard any of the Mass that Father Manzi said over the closed casket that people assumed held Henry’s body—it didn’t. The one concession she had made to Henry, was to honor his wishes to be cremated, and his ashes placed in the family vault in the Ledford Cemetery.
The Catholic Church frowns on cremation. They frown on eating meat on Friday also, long after anyone knew why. So Henry got his wish to be cremated without her being accused of violating Church doctrine. And she got to force a public Catholic funeral on her atheist husband.
Beyond the revenge satisfaction, it was unimportant to her that Henry have a Catholic funeral. She didn’t care about his immortal soul. Father Manzi saying the Mass didn’t inspire her the way the Mass used to. The shelter that the Church had provided seemed too small somehow.
Henry is gone.
A whole new life lay before her. As if she had been reborn.
Jules Sackman had not entered a house of worship of any denomination since his sister’s wedding forty some years ago. She’d had to convert to marry the man, horrifying both her Catholic mother and his Jewish mother. He could not have cared less. Religions are stupid, including the Jewish one.
At least they weren’t as stupid as the Catholics, though. Celibacy, for instance; the Catholics really shot themselves in the foot on that one. Of all the things they didn’t steal from all the religions before them, how ever did they miss the great interest that healthy humans have in sex? Although lopping off the tip of infant boy’s penis in the name of God could certainly take first place for stupidity.
The celibacy thing, though—the biggest lie in the history of the Catholic Church. Here it was again, right before his very eyes. The big lie. The good Father Manzi and the woman from the nut house. He envisioned them in naked embrace, the priest’s fingers searching out her most private and intimate wet places. Her smiling in insane ecstasy as he touched her. How very disgusting.
The idea of two lonely people finding each other in this vast wilderness of human suffering was utterly repugnant. And it made him angry. Father Manzi illegally taking what had had been denied Jules all his life infuriated him. He fantasized about harming the priest, searching out the most cunning and intricate ways in which to stick it to him.
That was mere sport, however. As much as Father Manzi irritated him, Jules regarded him as a gift from the heaven he did not believe in. Just when it had seemed his financial wherewithal was coming apart. Julia’s gambling debts threatened to consume him. He needed the steady flow of money he’d had with Henry.
But now there was Majewski! Jules already knew what he wanted. Whatever was in that vault was on the back burner, now that the Rosencranz offer had been bested. On the front burner was the old fart’s idea of removing Manzi to some secret place, where the police would not find him.
“Until this all blows over,” Majewski had said.
Jules snickered softly.
Though Majewski has no money of his own; he’s basically the CEO of the North American Jesuits— a significant, powerful position in the Church, and undoubtedly has much control over finances. A perfect scenario for as long as Jules could hold that Manzi over Majewski’s head.
Straight blackmail is so crass, though, Jules thought. You don’t blackmail the Jesuits. You make them pay, willingly, for something they want. Jules needed Majewski to want something from him, to need his help for something.
He wants that island also, Jules mused as he ignored Father Manzi’s attempt to memorialize Henry Braun. Recalling Majewski’s complaints about being unable to reach the island without the person known as the Captain—and that no one but Manzi seemed to know how to contact him, an idea started to form in the fertility of his greed.
Sitting in the splendor of St Sophia Cathedral in downtown Ledford, Jules could not help but be inspired by its opulence. As a non-member, he was neither required nor encouraged to participate in the holy secrets of the Mass, leaving him free to sit back in the pew and ponder the new way in which he might extract large sums of money from the Catholic Church.
*
After the funeral service, Father Manzi stood on the steps of the cathedral and shook hands with a hundred strangers and a few parishioners leaving the funeral. The former Mrs Braun stood next to him, a charming smile plastered on her face as she assured people that she would miss Henry terribly, though she knew he was in a better place.
The chatter was inane.
Gabrielle wanted to take Father Manzi to lunch after the funeral, but he had declined. “I must meet with my superior, Mrs Braun,” Father Manzi said. “But next time I come in, I will take you up on that!”
“Oh, I hope soon, Father,” she said. “But my name is no longer Mrs Braun.”
“Oh?” he had said, his eyebrows went up.
“Yes, I have resumed my maiden name, duBois. And I am no longer Minnie, but officially Gabrielle—which is my middle name.”
“Ah, yes, Gabrielle!” Father Manzi said, nodding. He took her hands in his. “Congratulations! I wish you all happiness in your new life.”
“Thank you, Father,” she said, not wanting to let go of his hand.
But Gabrielle had her duties to glad-hand or hug the few folks that had actually liked Henry. Like that smarmy bastard Jules Sackman, who hovered in her periphery like the hyena he was.
Finally after everyone left, Gabrielle said good-bye to Father Manzi, and got into the back seat of the Bentley. “Take me home, Robert, please.”
The hearse took the empty casket back to the funeral parlor, being that there was no need for a funeral procession to the cemetery. Henry’s ashes already inhabited an urn in the niche in the Braun family vault, next to his ancestors, Henry Braun numbers I, II, III, IV.
Long may they rest.
And so will I. She floated down on the bed and fell asleep.

Chapter 12

Degrees of Freedom
Book 2–The Patua’ Heresy
© 2025 Mary C. Simmons

Believe!

Jade woke up with thoughts of Russ. Picking orchids in some jungle with plump little genius Vin. What if he falls in love with her? 

“What if he does?” Great Aunt Lizzie said, tapping her fingers on the arms of her chair next to the dresser. “It would not be the end of the world.”

Dressed in a white flannel nightgown with tiny pink flowers and tiny planted embroidered on the bodice, Great Aunt Lizzie seemed to be preparing for bed. Long, delicate, almost translucent fingers braided her steel-gray hair.

I guess I don’t have to drink mildornia to see ghosts.

“I guess not,” Great Aunt Lizzie said. She smoothed a tiny wrinkle on her sleeve.

“So can you read my every thought?” Jade asked irritably, turning her face away. She could feel the ghost’s eyes riveted on her. “Are you spying on me?”

“Of course not. Angels don’t spy. That would be vulgar. Nor can I read your thoughts, unless specifically directed at me. Otherwise, your thoughts are safe.”

“What?” Jade said. “I wasn’t even thinking about you!”

“Oh, well…” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “It does get confusing, with all the voices everywhere. I cannot even hear myself sometimes, whoever that is.”

Jade threw the covers off. “Excuse me, I have to pee.”

“Of course!” Great Aunt Lizzie followed her into the bathroom. As did Willow B and Old Blue.

“Do you mind?” Jade almost shouted from the toilet seat.

“Not a bit,” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “Please continue!”

After splashing water on her face, Jade threw on some jeans and a t-shirt. Followed by the bathroom menagerie, Jade went downstairs. She made coffee, fed the animals, all the while Great Aunt Lizzie sat at the table, watching, smiling. She had changed clothes—from the flannel nightgown to an Early American ‘gunny-sack’ style of dress.

“Who are you, anyway?” Jade said when they were on the porch.

“I told you, I am your Guardian Angel,” Great Aunt Lizzie said, holding her coffee  mug with both hands. “But, who was I? Is that what you mean?”

“You were someone before becoming an angel?” Jade said. “I didn’t know you could do that.”

 “Where do you think we come from?” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “Never mind, most humans are dreadfully misinformed and confused about angels.” 

“My husband thinks I am very confused,” Jade said. “He says I cannot distinguish between reality and my fantasies.”

 “Twiddle-twaddle!” Great Aunt Lizzie said, wrapping herself and Jade in her vaporous laughter. “I daresay your husband is a myopic old curmudgeon!”

Jade giggled. “He’s only 28.”

“Tsk, tsk,” Great Aunt Lizzy said. “Tis a pity, him being so young and so old.”

“So, who were you, before Angeldom?”

“Angeldom! That’s a good one!” Great Aunt Lizzie cackled with laughter, slapping her knee. “But seriously,” she said, the hilarity suddenly ended. “I was known for a time as Elizabeth MacLaren. And to my relatives as Great Aunt Lizzie.”

“Chloe’s great auntie!” Jade said, smiling in spite of herself. “She talked about you all the time!”

“That’s me!” Great Aunt Lizzie said.

“Where is Chloe?” Jade asked. “Is she a Guardian Angel too?”

“Well, no. Not yet anyway. It’s been too soon since she kicked. I’ll give her your love.”

“Oh! Please do!” Jade said. “By the way. Do you know who my mother is?”

“What a silly question, child!” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “Of course I do! Why do you ask?”

“Because I need to know for sure,” Jade said. “I think I know, but no one believes me. Except for Kate and Sam. Russ, I guess.”

“Why does he not believe you?” Great Aunt Lizzie said, frowning. “What proof does he have that she isn’t?”

“He doesn’t believe she exists at all,” Jade said. “Except in my own head.”

“So she doesn’t exist in his head so she doesn’t exist at all,” Lizzie said. “How very narrow-minded. It’s really about observation—seeing things. Some people need to be smacked repeatedly upside the head to see.”

Great Aunt Lizzie sighed. “You see what you see. Believe!”

The Will

Her mother’s face appeared everywhere. In the clouds, the patterns of leaves, the shadows between the cornstalks. She was everywhere. 

Jade cast her thoughts back to when she first started obsessing—that was Russ’s word—over her mother. She preferred to think of it as an intense interest. That it now consumed nearly every waking moment was not a sign of obsession, but a sign that her mother was seeking her as ardently. 

Russ had tried, unsuccessfully, to shake her conviction by planting seeds of doubt and watering them with her dependency on him. With him gone, she was free to immerse herself in the encounter, to fully believe in her own sight. That was a tremendous relief, not having to mount a defense that he would tear down with logic and science. 

Kate called, surprising her. “Hey! I’m in the neighborhood, mind if I stop by?”

“Come on over!” she said. “I’ll throw the kettle on and makes us some tea. I found the will, by the way…”

“‘Great!” A few minutes later, Kate’s car pulled into the driveway. Jade walked down the porch steps and the two women hugged. 

Kate followed her inside and took a seat at the big table while Jade poured their tea and cut them each a slice of chocolate cake. “Mrs Flanagan brought it. I’d rather paint than bake.” 

“Works for me,” Kate said, stirring sugar into her tea. “And speaking of ‘by the way’—I forgot to tell you at the Wake—but Gabrielle’s going to call you—she wants another painting. She knows Henry was behind the destruction of Wilder Island. Anyway, she’s planning to sell the mansion and buy something more to her liking, and a new painting to put in it!”

“Fabulous!” Jade said. “I’ve been trying to paint, but there’s so much to do! I’m sorting stuff in the house, and the tending to the gardens and mowing the lawn and —

Kate laughed. “Perhaps when Gabrielle gets settled in whatever place she moves to, things’ll settle down for you too. Russ will be back so you won’t have to do everything.”

Jade sighed. “I suppose so. I really miss him. I wake up afraid every morning.”

“Of what?” Kate asked. 

“That I won’t be able to manage all this without him,” she said. “I’m so—overwhelmed. And I don’t know if I can generate enough income to keep the place up.”

Kate put her hand over Jade’s and said, “But you are managing! For god’s sake, give yourself a chance. You’ve been here what—a week? Your father is gone, Russ is gone, yet the harvest is being harvested, you’re sorting out the house. You’ve even found time to paint. What is it you think you can’t manage?”

“I don’t know,” she said, fiddling with her napkin. “I’m just afraid, I guess. All the time, really.” Tears stung her eyes as she choked on her next words. “I’m afraid he won’t come back.”

“What?” Kate said, dropping her fork and frowning deeply. “Are you afraid he’ll get lost in the jungle and get eaten by whatever apex predator lives in Ecuador?”

“Well, no,” Jade said, getting a grip. “It’s Vinnie.”

“Who’s Vinnie?”

“She’s a bio-medical researcher that investigates cancer cures,” Jade said. She sighed and fiddled with her spoon. “And, she is investigating the orchid Russ found on Wilder Island that he named after me but gave to her to tear up.”

Kate tilted her head to one side. “She’s a scientist, right? So she tore up this flower to see if it might cure cancer?”

“Something like that. She’s a total brainiac, like Russ. They speak the same language. I’m afraid—”

Tears flowed down her cheeks. The dam broke and she sobbed into her hands. Kate moved her chair closer and put an arm around Jade. “So Russ has a geeky colleague who happens to be female. Is she cute?”

Jade shrugged. “He says she doesn’t hold a candle to me.”

“So…why are you afraid?” 

“He—he thinks I hallucinate,” Jade said, which started a fresh round of sobs. “And she—she—Vinnie never does.”

“How do you know that?” Kate said. “Where do you think scientists get their ideas, their inspirations from?”

Jade shrugged and mumbled something that sounded sort of like “I don’t know. She’s a brainiac.”

“Same place as you get yours,” Kate said, stroking Jade’s hair. “From a wild imagination that happens to travel a different pathway than you do. But Russ needs to be more respectful.”

Jade’s sobs subsided. “Yes, he does.” Her mouth formed a hard line.

“I’m afraid too,” Kate said. “By the way…”

“You? I can’t believe that! You’re such an ass-kicker!”

“Defense,” she said. “If you come out kicking, they lose the first chance to attack.” She pressed her finger on the errant crumbs of cake on her plate and touched her finger to her tongue. “Seriously, though. It takes some freaking courage to live, you know? Putting yourself out there every day. We’ve done away with all our food-chain predators. But there are other kinds. The human kind. And microbes.”

Jade smiled and cut two more pieces of cake and put one on each of their plates. “I’ll try to stop being such a weenie.”

“Just stop saying stuff like that,” Kate said, leaning back and smiling. “You are not a weenie and you do not hallucinate any more than Vinnie imagines how an orchid might cure cancer.”

Jade fell silent. After a few moment, she said: “How’d you get so wise, Kate?”

“School of hard knocks,” Kate said. “I also had an older brother who was a bully. I got trained early to stand up for myself.”

“Lucky you to have brother,” Jade said. “But—I had Chloe and Smitty and now I know who the mother who birthed me is. And, I know where she is. And…I’m going to find her.”

Kate beamed at her. “Yes! Like that! Sam and I will help you.”

“Alfredo won’t,” Jade said, her face darkened.

“He’s got himself into quite a pickle,” Kate said. “He lied when he denied you’d seen your mother on the island. But cut him some slack! Did you want him to blurt out that Charlotte was there and yes she is your mother? It’s highly illegal what he has done, liberating her from a mental institution. He probably didn’t want Russ to know.”

“I guess I don’t either,” Jade said. “Not yet anyway.”

“And that’s probably what Alfredo thought too.”

“Well, whatever.” Jade cleared the cake dishes away. “I guess you got my text that I found the will.” She handed Kate an envelope.

Kate opened it and scanned it quickly. “You and Charlotte are the sole beneficiaries of Chloe and Smitty’s estate. They referred to you as their beloved foster daughter. And they named Charlotte as their foster daughter as well. So there is no mother-daughter connection as far as they knew? Or were they keeping it hidden for some reason?”

Jade shrugged. “Can we both be foster daughters of theirs? Being that neither of them were biological parents to either of us, couldn’t they call us both ‘foster daughters’?”

Kate shrugged. “They could but hard to say why. According to Mrs Flanagan, Chloe was the midwife that delivered you—she would have known who your mother is. If we had your birth certificate, we’d know for sure. Charlotte would be listed as your mother. Whatever happened to it? Even if you were born at home, or on the highway, you’d still get a birth certificate.”

“Chloe and Smitty said the courthouse where it was stored had flooded and among the documents that were ruined was my birth certificate. We had to get an affidavit that I was a foster child and no one ever knew who my parents were.”

“Did she know Charlotte before you were born?”

“I don’t know,” Jade said. “Maybe she didn’t. Mrs Flanagan told me Chloe was a midwife there until I was born. She quit to take me home and take care of me. Mrs Flanagan said Chloe brought a lot of babies home from Rosencranz and found foster homes for them all. Except for me. ‘You were a keeper,’ she said.”

“Chloe just took babies from Rosencranz?” Kate said, shaking her head. “And no one missed them?”

Jade shrugged. “That’s what Mrs Flanagan said.”

Kate frowned. “Pretty strange story, Jade. I wonder why you were never officially adopted by Smitty and Chloe?”

Jade shrugged. “It never mattered to me.”

“This ‘foster-daughter’ business is a clue to something else,” Kate said. “And I’m going to find out what that is.”

42 years ago…

Great Aunt Lizzie spent months hovering over the infant Stella, making sure no actual harm came to her. Her so-called mother Estelle treated this child like an unwanted vagrant that had shown up in a basket on the family’s doorstep—which was her actual story to the neighbors and the Church. 

The long-suffering Estelle reminded everyone that she was bearing it all as her Christian duty to give this ‘poor little orphan’ a home. In fact, it had been Casimir–Estelle’s husband that had refused to disown the child. “She’s our flesh and blood, Estelle,” he said.

The basket story worked well enough though, and little Stella had a nice little cupboard next to the kitchen where she slept. Estelle never bonded with Stella, who was ugly and looked like a crow; her shock of black hair looked more like feathers. Every time Estelle touched Stella, it seemed she broke into a squalling cry, as if in pain, or in great fear. Her first words sounded more like the yammering of crows outside the house. Estelle wanted an exorcism of the evil demon that had inhabited Stella.

But the old priest refused. “There are no demons in that child,” he insisted. “Take her to a speech therapist.”

Estelle did not take her to any therapist. She ignored Stella. Which allowed Lizzie to teach Stella about the crows, and about the plants and flowers that grew in the woods near her house. At night when Stella sobbed into her pillow, Lizzie soothed her with promises that one day she would know the mother who  really loved her.

When Estelle would burst through the door and demand who Stella was talking to, she would look up and say, “My Guardian Angel.”

Great Aunt Lizzie laughed and laughed—as even Estelle could not argue that a child praying to her Guardian Angel before she went to sleep was a bad thing.

“You must be patient, my Stella,” Lizzie murmured as the little girl’s dark eyelashes fluttered over her cheeks. “And,” she whispered as Stella fell into the pocket between wakefulness and dreaming, “do not let anyone know the secrets of the crows.”

Stella had run away from home several times in her teen years. The last time was when she was 17, when Estelle in full-blown anger and outrage that Stella was pregnant.  She hadn’t ‘shown’ until almost the 7th month, so there was no secret abortion to be had by the wealthy Majewski family. Instead, they whisked her away to Rosencranz.

“Thrice mis-carriaged son of a—,” Lizzie had raged at Thomas from the Continuum. 

She thought he had heard her more than once, as he had looked up startled and stared straight at her. Of course, he could not see her, being that she was of the spirit world and he of the material. But he had sensed something, that was obvious. He was, after all, a carrier of the Patua’ gene—from Estelle’s side of the family. So amusing it all would be, had it not all been so harsh on dear little Stella. She had borne it all amazingly well. 

Such a brave heart. She was never afraid of ghosts.

Stella had arrived at Rosencranz barefoot, dressed in dirty clothes and rather largely pregnant. Dora Lyn at the front desk told Chloe that it was her brother, a priest, who had come in with the EMTs delivering Charlotte.

“Yes,” Dora Lyn had said, “he said she had run away from home, and they found her this way.” She shook her head. “All filthy and pregnant. Bless her heart. But he came with the money, so we let her in. Her name is Charlotte Steele.”

Charlotte was drugged so that she could be undressed, bathed and prepared for birth. Chloe, the attendant midwife, helped the nurse undress Charlotte and put her into a hospital gown. She wasn’t in labor, but the doctor wanted to examine her—after she was bathed. 

Charlotte wore no jewelry, but a leather cord around her neck. The chord held a black carving depicting a fan of feathers curled around human fingers. Chloe stared at it — she has a hazja! Chloe took it from the nurse and put it into her pocket—for now. Charlotte had no other belongings except her dirty clothes. 

Chloe hovered over Charlotte until the sleeping drug wore off. Speaking to her quietly in the Patua’, Chloe said as she extended an open hand to her: “The doctor said you will deliver soon. I will be your midwife. My name is Chloe.”

After Jade was born, Estelle had committed Stella committed to Rosencranz, under the name Charlotte Steele. She didn’t want the world to know of the shameful disgrace Stella had brought onto the family. Still, she should not be allowed to escape the responsibility for what she had done—even after the baby had been adopted out, or died, or something. So Estelle merely used Stella’s middle name and rearranged ‘Estelle’ to ‘Steele’—there would be nothing else to connect her to the family she had disgraced.

Chloe had given Charlotte a small dose of mildornia wine before Jade was born,  which made both mother and baby sleep. Chloe spirited the sleeping baby home in a basket of laundry, while Lizzie established the Graying around Charlotte—for her protection.

As long as Charlotte stayed in the Graying, she would not remember anything prior to her existence at Rosencranz—or even that she was in a place called Rosencranz. She would be compliant as the white coats led her to and from the dining hall, the great room, her own little cell.

One day out of the blue, years after Charlie had jump-started Charlotte’s awakening, Jayzu  showed up at Rosencranz, which got Great Aunt Lizzie all in a fluff.

“He seems to care about her,” Chloe mused as they watched the priest and Charlotte engaged in conversation on the patio of the asylum. “And he is Patua’. Maybe he can help her get out of there.”

“Hmmmph,” Great Aunt Lizzie snorted. “Whatever does he want with her? Unless he’s another minion of the Church—did they catch wind of Charlotte and now they sent someone to check her out.”

“Perhaps this Jayzu is the One…” Chloe offered hopefully.

“That is highly doubtful,” Great Aunt Lizzie disagreed. “I know what the old stories say. A Jesuit, though? Do not forget their stinking betrayal of us way back when. They fooled us once; leave us not be fooled again, just because they dress like crows.”

“It was not without Patua’ participation,” Chloe reminded her. “We were sold out by our own as well—”

“Trying to escape the unjust wrath of the Church,” Great Aunt Lizzie boomed. 

Their entire history lay before them on the Continuum; they had only to tune in to the time and place of interest and the story of the Patua’ unfolded all around them.

“But maybe it is time,” she sighed. “Many signs are here. The Jesuits appear in our midst again. Charlotte awakening…”

 After outliving nearly everyone, Great Aunt Lizzie had died when Chloe was but a teenager, at the amazing age of 105. She looked it too. As wrinkled as an old apple, but her face was full of the joys and sorrows, and the wisdom of a long life, well-lived. 

A Seed Keeper for over a hundred years. Great Aunt Lizzie had never married, born but one child, a daughter who had died when she was a moment old. Her ancient grandmother told anyone who would listen, that a flock of crows had swept up the infant and flown to heaven.

That was standard Continuum operating procedure—the soul accompanied by an army of crows was the official notification that someone on Earth was checking out. Some souls hung around for a century or so, trying to run interference in hapless human affairs by appearing in dreams and visions. Many others gratefully embraced death as a permanent sleep state, and some ended up in the abyss that comprised the Grzhk—the Soul-Eater.

The remainder joined the Continuum. In Mergement with Everything Else.

The Soul Eater

Hobart Rosencranz had made a laughably feeble and naive deal to live forever. Such vanity! Rosencranz was so useful to the Ghrzk, whose sibilant whisperings had lured many a soul into the abyss. Especially those already on the fringes of human sanity. An asylum was perfect. A continuous supply of souls. Fresh souls of the just born. 

Rosencranz was out of the way enough that the Ghrzk could work without anyone noticing or particularly giving a damn. And the donors—unwed mothers with rich daddies. 

Not that the world would miss Hobart Rosencranz; not in the slightest. He had bought every depravity known to humans—an extensive dataset compiled over the eons of their history—until at last the combination of greed, lust, and consumption did him in. The Ghrzk had promised him what he had wanted most—to continue his life unabated by the nuisance of Death.

Beyond the curtain, the Ghrzk had told Hobart, is life everlasting. Without the putrefaction of the flesh. Like many stupid humans who think they can avoid the laws of the universe, Hobart handed himself over to the Ghrzk, expecting an eternity of sex, drugs, alcohol, and endless food. All without consequence, of course.

Eat to your heart’s desire! the Ghrzk had breathed warmly into Rosencranz’s dying brain inside the enormous hulk of his decaying body. He had many years prior removed all the interior doors in the house and expanded the doorways to accommodate his every increasing bulk. His younger sister Edith could wheel him out onto the patio through a set of very large, very elegant double doors, but he otherwise did not leave the house.

After his death, the family either had to cut a hole in the house somewhere to remove his dead carcass, or to remove him in pieces. Without hesitation, Edith had chosen the latter, and had him cremated as well—though that had been expressly against his wishes. He had been promised eternal life, in the body. Edith had ruined it all.

He had also been opposed to her turning his party palace into an asylum, but she had not cared a twit for that either. And he could not very well stop her, not being able to get out of bed in those later years. 

Edith had other plans for the house, too. Unwed mothers—whose wealthy families would be willing to pay scandalous fortunes to keep their daughter’s indiscretions secret. Doubling dealing was part of Edith’s business plan: There were somewhat fewer wealthy couples unable to conceive a child of their own. Rosencranz had a service for that: a forged birth certificate showing them as the true and biological parents. While the shamed mother was told her baby was dead.

It was a boon for Hobart. He could not have made the deal with the Ghrzk without suppling it with new souls.

Fortunately for Charlotte, Edith had hired a Patua’ cook to prepare the meals for the residents of Rosencranz—which in the later years were the very old in varying stages of dementia, but without physical ailments that required extensive health care intervention. Their souls had also fled their bodies, so were of no interest to the Ghrzk

Except for Charlotte. She was still in her body. That is why Great Aunt Lizzie had wrapped her in the Graying….where no one, especially the Ghrzk, could ever find her. Charlotte would be safe and hidden—until someone awakened her. Which might never happen in this life, but just in case.