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Chapter 12

Degrees of Freedom
Book 2–The Patua’ Heresy
© 2025 Mary C. Simmons

Believe!

Jade woke up with thoughts of Russ. Picking orchids in some jungle with plump little genius Vin. What if he falls in love with her? 

“What if he does?” Great Aunt Lizzie said, tapping her fingers on the arms of her chair next to the dresser. “It would not be the end of the world.”

Dressed in a white flannel nightgown with tiny pink flowers and tiny planted embroidered on the bodice, Great Aunt Lizzie seemed to be preparing for bed. Long, delicate, almost translucent fingers braided her steel-gray hair.

I guess I don’t have to drink mildornia to see ghosts.

“I guess not,” Great Aunt Lizzie said. She smoothed a tiny wrinkle on her sleeve.

“So can you read my every thought?” Jade asked irritably, turning her face away. She could feel the ghost’s eyes riveted on her. “Are you spying on me?”

“Of course not. Angels don’t spy. That would be vulgar. Nor can I read your thoughts, unless specifically directed at me. Otherwise, your thoughts are safe.”

“What?” Jade said. “I wasn’t even thinking about you!”

“Oh, well…” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “It does get confusing, with all the voices everywhere. I cannot even hear myself sometimes, whoever that is.”

Jade threw the covers off. “Excuse me, I have to pee.”

“Of course!” Great Aunt Lizzie followed her into the bathroom. As did Willow B and Old Blue.

“Do you mind?” Jade almost shouted from the toilet seat.

“Not a bit,” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “Please continue!”

After splashing water on her face, Jade threw on some jeans and a t-shirt. Followed by the bathroom menagerie, Jade went downstairs. She made coffee, fed the animals, all the while Great Aunt Lizzie sat at the table, watching, smiling. She had changed clothes—from the flannel nightgown to an Early American ‘gunny-sack’ style of dress.

“Who are you, anyway?” Jade said when they were on the porch.

“I told you, I am your Guardian Angel,” Great Aunt Lizzie said, holding her coffee  mug with both hands. “But, who was I? Is that what you mean?”

“You were someone before becoming an angel?” Jade said. “I didn’t know you could do that.”

 “Where do you think we come from?” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “Never mind, most humans are dreadfully misinformed and confused about angels.” 

“My husband thinks I am very confused,” Jade said. “He says I cannot distinguish between reality and my fantasies.”

 “Twiddle-twaddle!” Great Aunt Lizzie said, wrapping herself and Jade in her vaporous laughter. “I daresay your husband is a myopic old curmudgeon!”

Jade giggled. “He’s only 28.”

“Tsk, tsk,” Great Aunt Lizzy said. “Tis a pity, him being so young and so old.”

“So, who were you, before Angeldom?”

“Angeldom! That’s a good one!” Great Aunt Lizzie cackled with laughter, slapping her knee. “But seriously,” she said, the hilarity suddenly ended. “I was known for a time as Elizabeth MacLaren. And to my relatives as Great Aunt Lizzie.”

“Chloe’s great auntie!” Jade said, smiling in spite of herself. “She talked about you all the time!”

“That’s me!” Great Aunt Lizzie said.

“Where is Chloe?” Jade asked. “Is she a Guardian Angel too?”

“Well, no. Not yet anyway. It’s been too soon since she kicked. I’ll give her your love.”

“Oh! Please do!” Jade said. “By the way. Do you know who my mother is?”

“What a silly question, child!” Great Aunt Lizzie said. “Of course I do! Why do you ask?”

“Because I need to know for sure,” Jade said. “I think I know, but no one believes me. Except for Kate and Sam. Russ, I guess.”

“Why does he not believe you?” Great Aunt Lizzie said, frowning. “What proof does he have that she isn’t?”

“He doesn’t believe she exists at all,” Jade said. “Except in my own head.”

“So she doesn’t exist in his head so she doesn’t exist at all,” Lizzie said. “How very narrow-minded. It’s really about observation—seeing things. Some people need to be smacked repeatedly upside the head to see.”

Great Aunt Lizzie sighed. “You see what you see. Believe!”

The Will

Her mother’s face appeared everywhere. In the clouds, the patterns of leaves, the shadows between the cornstalks. She was everywhere. 

Jade cast her thoughts back to when she first started obsessing—that was Russ’s word—over her mother. She preferred to think of it as an intense interest. That it now consumed nearly every waking moment was not a sign of obsession, but a sign that her mother was seeking her as ardently. 

Russ had tried, unsuccessfully, to shake her conviction by planting seeds of doubt and watering them with her dependency on him. With him gone, she was free to immerse herself in the encounter, to fully believe in her own sight. That was a tremendous relief, not having to mount a defense that he would tear down with logic and science. 

Kate called, surprising her. “Hey! I’m in the neighborhood, mind if I stop by?”

“Come on over!” she said. “I’ll throw the kettle on and makes us some tea. I found the will, by the way…”

“‘Great!” A few minutes later, Kate’s car pulled into the driveway. Jade walked down the porch steps and the two women hugged. 

Kate followed her inside and took a seat at the big table while Jade poured their tea and cut them each a slice of chocolate cake. “Mrs Flanagan brought it. I’d rather paint than bake.” 

“Works for me,” Kate said, stirring sugar into her tea. “And speaking of ‘by the way’—I forgot to tell you at the Wake—but Gabrielle’s going to call you—she wants another painting. She knows Henry was behind the destruction of Wilder Island. Anyway, she’s planning to sell the mansion and buy something more to her liking, and a new painting to put in it!”

“Fabulous!” Jade said. “I’ve been trying to paint, but there’s so much to do! I’m sorting stuff in the house, and the tending to the gardens and mowing the lawn and —

Kate laughed. “Perhaps when Gabrielle gets settled in whatever place she moves to, things’ll settle down for you too. Russ will be back so you won’t have to do everything.”

Jade sighed. “I suppose so. I really miss him. I wake up afraid every morning.”

“Of what?” Kate asked. 

“That I won’t be able to manage all this without him,” she said. “I’m so—overwhelmed. And I don’t know if I can generate enough income to keep the place up.”

Kate put her hand over Jade’s and said, “But you are managing! For god’s sake, give yourself a chance. You’ve been here what—a week? Your father is gone, Russ is gone, yet the harvest is being harvested, you’re sorting out the house. You’ve even found time to paint. What is it you think you can’t manage?”

“I don’t know,” she said, fiddling with her napkin. “I’m just afraid, I guess. All the time, really.” Tears stung her eyes as she choked on her next words. “I’m afraid he won’t come back.”

“What?” Kate said, dropping her fork and frowning deeply. “Are you afraid he’ll get lost in the jungle and get eaten by whatever apex predator lives in Ecuador?”

“Well, no,” Jade said, getting a grip. “It’s Vinnie.”

“Who’s Vinnie?”

“She’s a bio-medical researcher that investigates cancer cures,” Jade said. She sighed and fiddled with her spoon. “And, she is investigating the orchid Russ found on Wilder Island that he named after me but gave to her to tear up.”

Kate tilted her head to one side. “She’s a scientist, right? So she tore up this flower to see if it might cure cancer?”

“Something like that. She’s a total brainiac, like Russ. They speak the same language. I’m afraid—”

Tears flowed down her cheeks. The dam broke and she sobbed into her hands. Kate moved her chair closer and put an arm around Jade. “So Russ has a geeky colleague who happens to be female. Is she cute?”

Jade shrugged. “He says she doesn’t hold a candle to me.”

“So…why are you afraid?” 

“He—he thinks I hallucinate,” Jade said, which started a fresh round of sobs. “And she—she—Vinnie never does.”

“How do you know that?” Kate said. “Where do you think scientists get their ideas, their inspirations from?”

Jade shrugged and mumbled something that sounded sort of like “I don’t know. She’s a brainiac.”

“Same place as you get yours,” Kate said, stroking Jade’s hair. “From a wild imagination that happens to travel a different pathway than you do. But Russ needs to be more respectful.”

Jade’s sobs subsided. “Yes, he does.” Her mouth formed a hard line.

“I’m afraid too,” Kate said. “By the way…”

“You? I can’t believe that! You’re such an ass-kicker!”

“Defense,” she said. “If you come out kicking, they lose the first chance to attack.” She pressed her finger on the errant crumbs of cake on her plate and touched her finger to her tongue. “Seriously, though. It takes some freaking courage to live, you know? Putting yourself out there every day. We’ve done away with all our food-chain predators. But there are other kinds. The human kind. And microbes.”

Jade smiled and cut two more pieces of cake and put one on each of their plates. “I’ll try to stop being such a weenie.”

“Just stop saying stuff like that,” Kate said, leaning back and smiling. “You are not a weenie and you do not hallucinate any more than Vinnie imagines how an orchid might cure cancer.”

Jade fell silent. After a few moment, she said: “How’d you get so wise, Kate?”

“School of hard knocks,” Kate said. “I also had an older brother who was a bully. I got trained early to stand up for myself.”

“Lucky you to have brother,” Jade said. “But—I had Chloe and Smitty and now I know who the mother who birthed me is. And, I know where she is. And…I’m going to find her.”

Kate beamed at her. “Yes! Like that! Sam and I will help you.”

“Alfredo won’t,” Jade said, her face darkened.

“He’s got himself into quite a pickle,” Kate said. “He lied when he denied you’d seen your mother on the island. But cut him some slack! Did you want him to blurt out that Charlotte was there and yes she is your mother? It’s highly illegal what he has done, liberating her from a mental institution. He probably didn’t want Russ to know.”

“I guess I don’t either,” Jade said. “Not yet anyway.”

“And that’s probably what Alfredo thought too.”

“Well, whatever.” Jade cleared the cake dishes away. “I guess you got my text that I found the will.” She handed Kate an envelope.

Kate opened it and scanned it quickly. “You and Charlotte are the sole beneficiaries of Chloe and Smitty’s estate. They referred to you as their beloved foster daughter. And they named Charlotte as their foster daughter as well. So there is no mother-daughter connection as far as they knew? Or were they keeping it hidden for some reason?”

Jade shrugged. “Can we both be foster daughters of theirs? Being that neither of them were biological parents to either of us, couldn’t they call us both ‘foster daughters’?”

Kate shrugged. “They could but hard to say why. According to Mrs Flanagan, Chloe was the midwife that delivered you—she would have known who your mother is. If we had your birth certificate, we’d know for sure. Charlotte would be listed as your mother. Whatever happened to it? Even if you were born at home, or on the highway, you’d still get a birth certificate.”

“Chloe and Smitty said the courthouse where it was stored had flooded and among the documents that were ruined was my birth certificate. We had to get an affidavit that I was a foster child and no one ever knew who my parents were.”

“Did she know Charlotte before you were born?”

“I don’t know,” Jade said. “Maybe she didn’t. Mrs Flanagan told me Chloe was a midwife there until I was born. She quit to take me home and take care of me. Mrs Flanagan said Chloe brought a lot of babies home from Rosencranz and found foster homes for them all. Except for me. ‘You were a keeper,’ she said.”

“Chloe just took babies from Rosencranz?” Kate said, shaking her head. “And no one missed them?”

Jade shrugged. “That’s what Mrs Flanagan said.”

Kate frowned. “Pretty strange story, Jade. I wonder why you were never officially adopted by Smitty and Chloe?”

Jade shrugged. “It never mattered to me.”

“This ‘foster-daughter’ business is a clue to something else,” Kate said. “And I’m going to find out what that is.”

42 years ago…

Great Aunt Lizzie spent months hovering over the infant Stella, making sure no actual harm came to her. Her so-called mother Estelle treated this child like an unwanted vagrant that had shown up in a basket on the family’s doorstep—which was her actual story to the neighbors and the Church. 

The long-suffering Estelle reminded everyone that she was bearing it all as her Christian duty to give this ‘poor little orphan’ a home. In fact, it had been Casimir–Estelle’s husband that had refused to disown the child. “She’s our flesh and blood, Estelle,” he said.

The basket story worked well enough though, and little Stella had a nice little cupboard next to the kitchen where she slept. Estelle never bonded with Stella, who was ugly and looked like a crow; her shock of black hair looked more like feathers. Every time Estelle touched Stella, it seemed she broke into a squalling cry, as if in pain, or in great fear. Her first words sounded more like the yammering of crows outside the house. Estelle wanted an exorcism of the evil demon that had inhabited Stella.

But the old priest refused. “There are no demons in that child,” he insisted. “Take her to a speech therapist.”

Estelle did not take her to any therapist. She ignored Stella. Which allowed Lizzie to teach Stella about the crows, and about the plants and flowers that grew in the woods near her house. At night when Stella sobbed into her pillow, Lizzie soothed her with promises that one day she would know the mother who  really loved her.

When Estelle would burst through the door and demand who Stella was talking to, she would look up and say, “My Guardian Angel.”

Great Aunt Lizzie laughed and laughed—as even Estelle could not argue that a child praying to her Guardian Angel before she went to sleep was a bad thing.

“You must be patient, my Stella,” Lizzie murmured as the little girl’s dark eyelashes fluttered over her cheeks. “And,” she whispered as Stella fell into the pocket between wakefulness and dreaming, “do not let anyone know the secrets of the crows.”

Stella had run away from home several times in her teen years. The last time was when she was 17, when Estelle in full-blown anger and outrage that Stella was pregnant.  She hadn’t ‘shown’ until almost the 7th month, so there was no secret abortion to be had by the wealthy Majewski family. Instead, they whisked her away to Rosencranz.

“Thrice mis-carriaged son of a—,” Lizzie had raged at Thomas from the Continuum. 

She thought he had heard her more than once, as he had looked up startled and stared straight at her. Of course, he could not see her, being that she was of the spirit world and he of the material. But he had sensed something, that was obvious. He was, after all, a carrier of the Patua’ gene—from Estelle’s side of the family. So amusing it all would be, had it not all been so harsh on dear little Stella. She had borne it all amazingly well. 

Such a brave heart. She was never afraid of ghosts.

Stella had arrived at Rosencranz barefoot, dressed in dirty clothes and rather largely pregnant. Dora Lyn at the front desk told Chloe that it was her brother, a priest, who had come in with the EMTs delivering Charlotte.

“Yes,” Dora Lyn had said, “he said she had run away from home, and they found her this way.” She shook her head. “All filthy and pregnant. Bless her heart. But he came with the money, so we let her in. Her name is Charlotte Steele.”

Charlotte was drugged so that she could be undressed, bathed and prepared for birth. Chloe, the attendant midwife, helped the nurse undress Charlotte and put her into a hospital gown. She wasn’t in labor, but the doctor wanted to examine her—after she was bathed. 

Charlotte wore no jewelry, but a leather cord around her neck. The chord held a black carving depicting a fan of feathers curled around human fingers. Chloe stared at it — she has a hazja! Chloe took it from the nurse and put it into her pocket—for now. Charlotte had no other belongings except her dirty clothes. 

Chloe hovered over Charlotte until the sleeping drug wore off. Speaking to her quietly in the Patua’, Chloe said as she extended an open hand to her: “The doctor said you will deliver soon. I will be your midwife. My name is Chloe.”

After Jade was born, Estelle had committed Stella committed to Rosencranz, under the name Charlotte Steele. She didn’t want the world to know of the shameful disgrace Stella had brought onto the family. Still, she should not be allowed to escape the responsibility for what she had done—even after the baby had been adopted out, or died, or something. So Estelle merely used Stella’s middle name and rearranged ‘Estelle’ to ‘Steele’—there would be nothing else to connect her to the family she had disgraced.

Chloe had given Charlotte a small dose of mildornia wine before Jade was born,  which made both mother and baby sleep. Chloe spirited the sleeping baby home in a basket of laundry, while Lizzie established the Graying around Charlotte—for her protection.

As long as Charlotte stayed in the Graying, she would not remember anything prior to her existence at Rosencranz—or even that she was in a place called Rosencranz. She would be compliant as the white coats led her to and from the dining hall, the great room, her own little cell.

One day out of the blue, years after Charlie had jump-started Charlotte’s awakening, Jayzu  showed up at Rosencranz, which got Great Aunt Lizzie all in a fluff.

“He seems to care about her,” Chloe mused as they watched the priest and Charlotte engaged in conversation on the patio of the asylum. “And he is Patua’. Maybe he can help her get out of there.”

“Hmmmph,” Great Aunt Lizzie snorted. “Whatever does he want with her? Unless he’s another minion of the Church—did they catch wind of Charlotte and now they sent someone to check her out.”

“Perhaps this Jayzu is the One…” Chloe offered hopefully.

“That is highly doubtful,” Great Aunt Lizzie disagreed. “I know what the old stories say. A Jesuit, though? Do not forget their stinking betrayal of us way back when. They fooled us once; leave us not be fooled again, just because they dress like crows.”

“It was not without Patua’ participation,” Chloe reminded her. “We were sold out by our own as well—”

“Trying to escape the unjust wrath of the Church,” Great Aunt Lizzie boomed. 

Their entire history lay before them on the Continuum; they had only to tune in to the time and place of interest and the story of the Patua’ unfolded all around them.

“But maybe it is time,” she sighed. “Many signs are here. The Jesuits appear in our midst again. Charlotte awakening…”

 After outliving nearly everyone, Great Aunt Lizzie had died when Chloe was but a teenager, at the amazing age of 105. She looked it too. As wrinkled as an old apple, but her face was full of the joys and sorrows, and the wisdom of a long life, well-lived. 

A Seed Keeper for over a hundred years. Great Aunt Lizzie had never married, born but one child, a daughter who had died when she was a moment old. Her ancient grandmother told anyone who would listen, that a flock of crows had swept up the infant and flown to heaven.

That was standard Continuum operating procedure—the soul accompanied by an army of crows was the official notification that someone on Earth was checking out. Some souls hung around for a century or so, trying to run interference in hapless human affairs by appearing in dreams and visions. Many others gratefully embraced death as a permanent sleep state, and some ended up in the abyss that comprised the Grzhk—the Soul-Eater.

The remainder joined the Continuum. In Mergement with Everything Else.

The Soul Eater

Hobart Rosencranz had made a laughably feeble and naive deal to live forever. Such vanity! Rosencranz was so useful to the Ghrzk, whose sibilant whisperings had lured many a soul into the abyss. Especially those already on the fringes of human sanity. An asylum was perfect. A continuous supply of souls. Fresh souls of the just born. 

Rosencranz was out of the way enough that the Ghrzk could work without anyone noticing or particularly giving a damn. And the donors—unwed mothers with rich daddies. 

Not that the world would miss Hobart Rosencranz; not in the slightest. He had bought every depravity known to humans—an extensive dataset compiled over the eons of their history—until at last the combination of greed, lust, and consumption did him in. The Ghrzk had promised him what he had wanted most—to continue his life unabated by the nuisance of Death.

Beyond the curtain, the Ghrzk had told Hobart, is life everlasting. Without the putrefaction of the flesh. Like many stupid humans who think they can avoid the laws of the universe, Hobart handed himself over to the Ghrzk, expecting an eternity of sex, drugs, alcohol, and endless food. All without consequence, of course.

Eat to your heart’s desire! the Ghrzk had breathed warmly into Rosencranz’s dying brain inside the enormous hulk of his decaying body. He had many years prior removed all the interior doors in the house and expanded the doorways to accommodate his every increasing bulk. His younger sister Edith could wheel him out onto the patio through a set of very large, very elegant double doors, but he otherwise did not leave the house.

After his death, the family either had to cut a hole in the house somewhere to remove his dead carcass, or to remove him in pieces. Without hesitation, Edith had chosen the latter, and had him cremated as well—though that had been expressly against his wishes. He had been promised eternal life, in the body. Edith had ruined it all.

He had also been opposed to her turning his party palace into an asylum, but she had not cared a twit for that either. And he could not very well stop her, not being able to get out of bed in those later years. 

Edith had other plans for the house, too. Unwed mothers—whose wealthy families would be willing to pay scandalous fortunes to keep their daughter’s indiscretions secret. Doubling dealing was part of Edith’s business plan: There were somewhat fewer wealthy couples unable to conceive a child of their own. Rosencranz had a service for that: a forged birth certificate showing them as the true and biological parents. While the shamed mother was told her baby was dead.

It was a boon for Hobart. He could not have made the deal with the Ghrzk without suppling it with new souls.

Fortunately for Charlotte, Edith had hired a Patua’ cook to prepare the meals for the residents of Rosencranz—which in the later years were the very old in varying stages of dementia, but without physical ailments that required extensive health care intervention. Their souls had also fled their bodies, so were of no interest to the Ghrzk

Except for Charlotte. She was still in her body. That is why Great Aunt Lizzie had wrapped her in the Graying….where no one, especially the Ghrzk, could ever find her. Charlotte would be safe and hidden—until someone awakened her. Which might never happen in this life, but just in case.



Chapter 11

Degrees of Freedom
Book 2–The Patua’ Heresy
© 2025 Mary C. Simmons

tragic Old Wreck

Robert, Gabrielle’s chauffeur, opened the back seat passenger door of her Bentley, and she stepped in. On the driver’s side, Robert fastened his seat belt, started the engine, and drove slowly down the long driveway to Woodland Drive. Turning right toward the River, he coasted down the steep hill to Riverside Drive. The dark green forest of Wilder Island rose out of the gray mists, giving the illusion that it floated above the river.

After a left turn onto the highway from Riverside, Robert headed toward the newly vacated Rosencranz Asylum, where Ms duBois would be meeting a realtor. The highway was lined with cornfields as far as the eye could see in all directions, with an occasional cluster of trees that managed to escape the plow. Back in Robert’s day, there had been fewer massive cornfields, and far more massive forests.

Robert pulled into the drive leading to Rosencranz Asylum. When it became disrespectful to refer to a mental institution as an ‘Asylum’—that part of the sign had been painted over, leaving ‘Rosencranz’ on its own, hanging asymmetrically above the entry to the grounds. But everyone in the area still called it ‘the Asylum’.

The long driveway took a sharp turn to the left, revealing meticulously cared-for grounds and a charming little gazebo. The small circular gazebo sparkled white in the sunshine, set off brilliantly by trellises of roses and myriad flowers nestled all around. Several steps led up to the interior of the gazebo, mostly hidden from view by the roses.

Gabrielle remembered the gazebo well. We often met in the gazebo for a game of cards, though we had to be accompanied by one of the Rosencranz  matrons.

A caretaker had stayed on, her realtor Peggy McFarland had told her, until the place got sold. “Someone needs to keep the grounds up. The state is eager to unload this albatross—the only thing it’s got, really, is this marvelous landscaping. The building is in need of a lot of attention.”

“Oh, it just needs to be re-oriented and renovated toward a more positive existence,” Gabrielle had said. It needs happiness. Purpose.

“Why are you interested in this property?” Peggy had asked Gabrielle. “It’s such an awful old dog, it will need a small fortune to make it livable. I can show you much nicer listings that you won’t need to spend so much time and money to renovate.”

“But I have so much of both!” Gabrielle had said. “I want to do something that matters. Something that’s needed.”

“But why Rosencranz?” the realtor had persisted. “It has such a horrible stigma—first a house of utter debauchery, then a hospital for unmarried mothers to birth their babies, then a mental institution. No one will forget that it’s an old tragic wreck. I’m not sure anyone can rehabilitate the place.”

“That is precisely why I want this property,” Gabrielle had said. “Because it’s such a tragic old wreck.”

Just like me.

The cold, stone gray building that had loomed in Gabrielle’s memory these past few days came into view. It seemed absurdly smaller than her recollection, though considerably dingier and more drab.

Robert pulled into the parking lot and stopped in front of the ten-foot high double doors of glass and wood. Peggy had not shown up yet, but as Gabrielle got out of the car, a white-haired man wearing denim overalls over a red and white cotton plaid shirt appeared from around the corner of the building. He pushed a wheelbarrow full of garden tools and a pile of weeds.

“Kin I help you, Ma’am?” he said, taking his hat off and holding it against his chest. His smile and sparkling blue eyes gave the whole place a sense of wholesomeness.

Gabrielle  didn’t recognize the gentleman who stood before her. Over forty years had passed since her time at Rosencranz Home for Unwed Mothers—there had been a caretaker back then, but he had been on his sixties. He’d be long dead by now.

“Are you the caretaker?”

“Yes, Ma’am,” he said. “Name’s Franklin Walcott. Been the gardener and general handyman around here for more’n 25 years. Friends call me Frankie.”

“I am Gabrielle duBois,” she said, extending her gloved hand to him. 

Gabrielle had not intended to ever reveal to anyone that she had once been a resident here—and how would this gardener have ever heard of her? Oh, piffle! As if anyone cares now. Still, her shame was deep and indelible, in spite of the years she had spent on her knees begging forgiveness.

From whom? She had begun to wonder…

“I’m meeting a realtor here in a few minutes,” Gabrielle said. “I’m interested in buying the property.”

Frankie raised an unruly silver eyebrow and studied her for a few moments. “Fine old building. I’d sure hate to see it torn down.”

“Oh, I’m not planning to do that,” Gabrielle said. “I want to restore her to being even more beautiful than when she was new.” She…in her thoughts, Gabrielle had begun to call the tragic old wreck ‘Old Rosie’.

Frankie smiled. “That’d be right fine, Ma’am. Place could use a little love.”

“It’s certainly been in the news lately, this old place,” Gabrielle said. “Did you know her? The woman who escaped?” She tried not to sound too curious, but in truth Gabrielle was nearly obsessed with Charlotte and wanted to know every thing there was to know about this woman.

Frankie’s deep blue eyes seemed to probe her for a moment. “Yes, ma’am,” he said. “Charlotte. She’d been here almost as long as me. I remember the day she came.”

A car rounded the curve in the driveway and parked itself next to the Bentley. The driver got out—a woman dressed in a sporty navy blue pantsuit with a file folder in her hand. She smiled at Robert—or perhaps it was the Bentley.

She knows I have enough money.

“You must be Gabrielle duBois!” she said, extending her hand out for a shake. “Peggy McFarland.” She reached into her purse and drew out a small case, and handed Gabrielle her business card.

“Pleased to meet you in person, Peggy,” Gabrielle said. “I was just chatting with this gentleman.”

“Oh, excellent!” Peggy said. “Mr Walcott is a godsend, taking care of the grounds so beautifully. You will open the door for us, sir?”

Frankie nodded and reached into his deep pocket for a set of keys. The two women followed him up the rough-hewn granite steps to the ten-foot tall doors, and waited while he unlocked them.

“Aren’t these beautiful?” Peggy said as they walked through. “Vintage Art Deco.” She stroked the wood affectionately. “And the glass! You just don’t see this kind of artwork anymore!”

Gabrielle had loved these doors, especially the glass, which featured etched patterns of flamingos and flying fish. The wood frame had held up pretty well over the years, unlike the Great Room into which they stepped. 

She took a long circular view. Some things were different or missing, but it had been so many years since she had been here. Offices, each with a door and a window, lined the long wall. Those were not there in her day. But something was missing.

The room was bare, but for some dirt and a box or two—remnants of moving. 

“It’s only been a couple of weeks since patients were moved,” Peggy said. “They’ll have it all spiffed up soon.”

Permeated with the odors typical of old buildings—dust and undertones of institutional disinfectant—the Great Room walls were in serious need of re-plastering and painting everywhere. Most of the original baseboards were missing. The pressed metal ceiling high above had generally escaped the wear and tear over the years, though it too could use a good cleaning. But the beautiful parquet floor had evidently been sanded by daily foot traffic that had worn off the finish, leaving it gray and dull.

Surrounded on three sides by doors and windows of polished wood carved in the same Art Deco design as the front door, the Great Room seemed bright and cheery in spite of its grime. 

That was not how Gabrielle remembered it, however. In her memory, the room was dark—heavy curtains had hung over the windows. Not the dingy lace curtains now attached to both sides of the window frames. 

“This place has spectacular views,” Peggy said. “And these windows are truly from a lost age. Ten feet high, just like the doors. And look at the carving!”

“It was beautiful back in its day,” Gabrielle said. “I’m sure,” she added quickly, not wanting to risk being asked if she’d ever been there.

“Truly,” Peggy agreed. “It really deteriorated after Edith Rosencranz died. No one cared enough, I guess.”

“Maybe no one thought it mattered to the patients,” Gabrielle said. She’d often thought that her days at Rosencranz could not have been made worse. Now she understood that was not so. In her time, the house was still lovely, neither neglected nor dirty.

For the first time, she realized that her parents had sent her off to secretly have her illegitimate baby in a pretty nice place. It seemed odd to be grateful to them for this towering edifice of shame that had underpinned her life. But had she not ever been here before, would she now be standing on the threshold of a new life?

I would never have married Henry. That was one way her life might have radically changed. Perhaps not. Perhaps Father would have married me off to Henry anyway, or another son of one of his business buddies.

“Mental health dollars in rural areas are difficult to come by,” Peggy said. “Remodeling is not at the top of the list, especially for small, privately owned places in rural hide-aways like this.”

“Privately owned?” Gabrielle said. “I thought you said the state owned it?”

“It does now,” Peggy said. “When Edith died several years ago, she owed 20 years of property taxes; the estate couldn’t pay so the state took over the property.”

Peggy steered Gabrielle toward the old kitchen, whose windows were not as large as those in the Great Room, and lacked the etched glass, but the frames were carved to match. Double door of the same style of carved wood and arched glass opened out onto a patio.

“I love how much light comes into this place,” Gabrielle said. “It helps chase away its dark history.”

“Yes, light will do that,” Peggy said, nodding. “Needless to say, the kitchen needs an entire upgrade. It’ll need to be re-plumbed and re-wired. Some of the windows may not be salvageable.”

“Kitchens are like that in old houses,” Gabrielle said. “And bathrooms. I’m sure the whole house needs plumbing and electrical upgrades.”

“You’re right about that,” Peggy said. “But it will take a fortune.”

“I have a fortune.”

“Oh, I’m not worried,” Peggy said. “I know you have the resources to buy and renovate this place. We pre-qualified you through your bank. Neither I nor the State were interested in showing the property to the merely curious.”

There was no way to minimize the extent of the renovation that would be required in the kitchen. Broken down or outdated equipment would have to be replaced. The old black stoves with gigantic burners were caked with decades of dirt and grease. Huge refrigerators of dented stainless steel, hulked over the narrow passages between them and the worktables.

Plumbing problems below the three chipped and stained porcelain sinks had rotted the floor. Several layers of linoleum and vinyl tile had peeled back under one of the sinks to reveal a plain wooden floor.

Wires dangled from the ceiling where pieces of the pressed metal had been torn off.

“I wonder why the State Health Department doesn’t shut places like this down. They had patients here only a month ago,” Gabrielle said. “It’s disgraceful, really.” I would’ve walked out too.

“Someone has to tell them,” Peggy said. “And that would mean someone from the outside would have to know, which means a family member of a patient. That is the question—why didn’t they report it?”

“Out of sight, out of mind, I guess,” Gabrielle said. “I wonder how many patients were just abandoned here?”

“Hard to say,” Peggy said. “You know, Edith Rosencranz spent her last days here. Rosie, they called her—those who remembered who she was.”

She slid the deadbolt back and opened the double doors. A low wall surrounded the patio, beyond which grew a thick hedge of rosebushes. “Isn’t this lovely? Imagine sitting out here on a sunny morning with your coffee!”

Gabrielle did not remember the roses, but the patio had been a favorite place she and Louisa and the other girls had liked to sit and chat—those few light-hearted moments amid the darkness that enshrouded them.

I wonder where they are now? Louisa and the others…

Two crows landed on the edge of the roof as they entered the patio.

“Yo! Miss Gabrielle!” Floyd shouted and flapped his wings. “We see you! Yoohoo!”

Willy chimed in, “We’re up here, Miss Gabrielle!” Between the two they made quite a racket.

Gabrielle looked up and waved—a safe enough gesture with Peggy’s back turned. She did not dare call out to them. When I own the place, things will change. Crow talk will be among the native tongues.

“Plenty of crows around here!” Peggy said, looking up to the roof top. “More even than hang out in Ledford, so you won’t be missing that part of leaving.”

Most of the folks in Ledford loved the crows of Wilder Island and by extension, any and all crows that lived in or visited the city. Out-of-towners were aghast at the reverence with which Ledford showered upon what some call ‘feathered vermin’. Soon they were  all swilling Raven Red Beer at the Twin Crow Saloon as if they were true believers. 

They left the patio and circulated back through the kitchen and into a hallway. Before them was a door whose sign read ‘Infirmary’, and another labeled ‘Basement’.

“The patient’s rooms are up there,” Peggy said, pointing to their right. She flipped a switch on the wall next to them, and a light turned on from an Art Deco-style wall sconce that lit up the stairwell. Dingy and worn red carpet covered the narrow stair up to the 2nd floor.

“The stairway used to be wider, with a banister on the right,” Peggy said. “The whole stairway was exposed to the Great Room. But they walled in the bannister and narrowed the stairway when they added the offices decades ago.”

That was the thing that was different! The stairway and bannister! 

“Is the old bannister around somewhere?” Gabrielle asked. “It would be wonderful to restore it.”

“Yes,” Peggy said. “Behind this wall. How did you know there was a banister?”

Gabrielle remained composed, quickly coming up with a cover story. “Well, I’ve spent a good deal of time in the library, researching the history of this place—there were many photos that showed how truly grand this place was.”

Which was true…she had seen pictures. 

Peggy pushed open a door. “Down this way is the old infirmary.” 

Gutted of all furniture, the large room smelled of disinfectant and triggered a flood of memories. Girls screaming in their labor, or sobbing when the babies were taken from them, dead or alive. “It’s better this way,” echoed one of the ghosts that haunted Gabrielle’s memory.

Underneath the disinfectant, memories of blood and feces and old ancient days hung like a thick cloud. It’s just a room. 

They strolled by the built-in wood cabinets, which were mostly empty but for a few abandoned packages of bandages and half-empty bottles of various colored liquids. Several exam rooms were located off to the sides, the exam tables with stirrups were gone, but the memories of what happened here remained.

The scene of the crimes. Gabrielle gave them a cursory glance, struggling to stay composed. They’re just old rooms.

“At least the infirmary doesn’t seem to need as much repair and remodel as the kitchen!” Peggy said.

“No, but if it were mine, I’d rip everything out and start from scratch here too. I’d make it something else. Like a large reading room. Or a pottery studio.” Gabrielle said, happy to be leaving it.

“Let’s go on upstairs and see the patient rooms,” Peggy said. “This stair used to be a servants entrance to the rooms on the second floor—when Hobart lived here.”

She led the way up the narrow stairs and into a long hallway with doorways on either side. Reeking of old dirt, old bodies, and bad plumbing, the upstairs still bore treasures of its Art Deco heritage.

They walked slowly down the hallway, entering each of the rooms first on one side then the other. All the furniture had been removed. The walls all needed re-plastering and repainting, and new light fixtures to replace the bare bulbs in porcelain sockets attached to the ceilings.

None of the rooms had any plumbing fixtures, but there were two ‘gang’ restrooms with showers at either end of the hallway. Each had a long row of toilets and sinks on one side, and a large shower with many shower heads on the other. There were no doors.

“You could bathe an elephant in here,” Peggy said.

“Or a bunch of people,” Gabrielle said. “It doesn’t look like anyone had any privacy.” We had privacy. We shared the bathroom, but there were doors. She wrinkled her nose. “It sure stinks in here.”

“The plumbing is older than we are,” Peggy said, nodding and grimacing.

Peggy led the way down the stairs to a closed door with a sign that read ‘Basement’. The door was not locked and it swung open toward them, revealing a flight of steps down into darkness. “Smells like a basement,” she said, as musty mildewy odors drifted upward.

Peggy flipped the light switch on the wall beside her, and they descended to the semi-darkness below. Another light switch filled the dank basement with blazing fluorescent light. 

“Other than the shelves and plumbing, there’s not much to see,” Peggy said.

A vast empty room lay before them, with metal shelving on one wall, above the fluorescent lights, ancient plumbing. 

“One great thing about basements,” Peggy said. “The plumbing is easy to get at. Otherwise not much to see down here.”

Small windows whose glass was almost opaque, let enough light in to reveal buff-colored bricks covering the basement floor. 

“Back in the days before Hobart Rosencranz, there was a brick factory out here,” Peggy said. “This house was built with them, as was just about every farmhouse and gas station in the whole area. Some of these bricks even show up in the buildings in Downtown Ledford.”

“I’ve seen them!” Gabrielle said. “I never knew there was brick factory out here.”

“It was on Mill Creek, till maybe 1915 or so,” Peggy said. “There was a huge fire, probably from the kilns, that destroyed the place. They never rebuilt it.”

Peggy steered Gabrielle toward the back wall, furthest away from where they stood. “Here’s the safe they built into the foundation when the house was built. It too is of the Art Deco design.”

“Is there anything in it?” Gabrielle asked as they stood before the black door, with streaks of rust and dust obscuring much of the lettering and designs on the front. She reached out and tugged on the handle, which didn’t budge.

Peggy shrugged. “Who knows? Probably no money though rumor has it that Old Hobart stashed the wealth of a small European kingdom in there. Whoever buys the place gets what’s inside. It’ll probably need to be opened with a blow torch.”

Back up stairs to the ground floor, they walked through the Great Room, out the front doors and down the steps. 

“Let me show you the gardener’s cottage,” Peggy said. “It’s just beyond those trees.”

Gabrielle followed Peggy’s pointing finger. If there was a house there, it was completely hidden from view.

“Door’s open,” Frankie said as he stood up.. He had been pruning roses around the patio and heard the women come out the front door.

The cottage was built of the buff colored bricks Peggy spoke of, with a pitched roof of wood shake shingles. It was tiny but adorable. Flowers encircled the house, with a large oak tree in its front yard.

Inside, one large room housed the kitchen and living area. An antique stove, a metal sink and cabinets defined the kitchen zone. The bedroom was barely large enough for a full size bed and a dresser. Between the bedroom and the living area, a small full bathroom.

“Originally it was built as a carriage house, around the same time as the house,” Peggy said. “And later Edith remodeled it to the gardener’s quarters when she opened Rosencranz to unwed mothers.”

As they walked back to their cars, Peggy asked, “So, are you still interested in this tragic old wreck? I am happy to show it again after you’ve had time to think about it.”

“Yes I am still interested ,” Gabrielle said. “And no, I don’t need to see any more. I want it. As is, full price, and as soon as possible.”

“You’re way too easy!” Peggy said, laughing. “I’ll write up an offer this evening—I’ve got another appointment to show the place this afternoon. Not to worry though; only a few folks can pass the income/credit qualifying requirement. No one has wanted to make an offer after they’ve seen the place. Except for AgMo—they wanted to bulldoze it down and plant corn.”

“What stopped them?” Gabrielle said.

“Edith Rosencranz got the house and property designated as an Historical Property after Hobart died-which means AgMo can’t get it. Nor can anyone who doesn’t want to preserve its original construction—as much as possible. We know the building needs to be re-wired and re-plumbed. But the contractors may not alter anything else.”

“I had no idea,” Gabrielle said. “But I am happy to restore Old Rosie. I hope there are drawings somewhere.”

“Perhaps we’ll find them in that old vault,” Peggy said.

The Crown Jewels

At 3:30 p.m., Peggy McFarland picked the Provincial Father Superior Thomas Majewski up at his hotel, and they drove to Rosencranz. He had decided to introduce himself as a priest, but under a different name. No use in this woman recognizing his name from the newspaper. But he needed her to know he wasn’t just some curious person—he had connections to a huge pile of money, making him a viable buyer. More or less…

“So, Father Albert,” Peggy said. “You said your Order is looking for a site for a new seminary school? I thought the Holy Orders were losing candidates.”

“Yes, well,” Majewski shifted his weight under the confines of a seat belt. “We Franciscans want to change that. We’d like to combine training for the Catholic priesthood in the true tradition of our founder, St Francis of Assisi, who believed nature is the mirror of God. So we want to establish a seminary, away from urban life where those who seek the path of God can do so in an atmosphere of natural beauty, such as Rosencranz.”

“It’s in need of a lot of work, Father,” Peggy said. “Just fair warning.”

“Yes, I’ve seen the photos,” Majewski said. The Catholic Church is fully capable of financing a small reconstruction project like Rosencranz, which is not at all like the Notre Dame. In any case, St Francis restored many old churches that had fallen to ruin, which fits in with our mission as well. Our novitiate will learn the humble tools of the carpenter and the craftsmen—as part of their immersion in St Francis legacy.”

Majewski impressed himself. All of it was of course utter nonsense, but it sounded so solid and totally backed by the Church. And he had made everything up on the spot.

“Splendid, Father!” Peggy said, flashing a smile at him. “The whole region would love to see this old place restored. Especially for a reputable cause! It has a rather shady history, you know. The original owner, Hobart Rosencranz made a fortune in China in the opium wars, or so they say. And when he came back filthy rich, he built this huge house for himself and his twenty-three cats. He was famous for the wild orgiastic parties he threw.”

Majewski waved that away. “Jesus loves saints and sinners alike, Ms McFarland. We would indeed rehabilitate the place’s old image, should we decide to purchase the property.”

As they pulled into the driveway at Rosencranz, Frankie the Gardener stood on the front steps of the building.

Frankie, who surely had not forgotten him.

“Hello, Mr Walcott!” Peggy greeted Frankie. Peering past him, she gushed, “Oh, I see you have the door open already for us!” She turned and motioned Majewski to follow her. “Shall we, Father?”

Majewski nodded to Frankie, who gave him a studied look before saying, “G’day, Father.”

Peggy McFarland gave Majewski a somewhat less detailed tour and inspection than she’d given Gabrielle DuBois, largely because he seemed rather disinterested in the house, except for the basement. He gave only a passing glance at the Great Room and the Kitchen. 

After a quick stroll down the hallway through upstairs patient rooms, Majewski said, “Let me see the basement. I was told by our buildings maintenance fellow to look at the foundations and the plumbing below the house. He tells me that is where the major  renovation expense will lie.”

“Of course, Father,” Peggy said. “It’s true what your maintenance man said. Still, I must warn you, it is old. Pre-building codes. It’s going to need a complete, serious remodel, up and down, inside and out. While preserving the building’s unique Art Deco style.”

“I understand,” Majewski said.

She led him down the stairs and to a closed door, which she opened with her key. Her cell phone rang as she switched the basement lights on.

“I’ll be right down, Father Albert,” she said. “It’s my office—I’ll only be a minute.”

As he descended the stairs, Majewski took out the small flashlight he had tucked into his pocket before leaving his hotel. The vault was likely to be in a dark place, or perhaps if he was lucky enough, dark inside the vault itself. Best to come prepared.

There was no need, however. Fluorescent lights illuminated the space. He glanced around. The walls were mostly brick, except for one corner where the texture changed suddenly, from brick to metal.

That must be the vault! Majewski’s heart pounded, and his pulse quickened as he approached. It’s built into the wall. 

Years of muddy water dribbling down from an unknown source above had obscured the face of the metal door. Majewski turned on his little flashlight and rubbed the safe door with a handkerchief until a series of gold letters appeared. 

York Safe and Lock Co—the letters read, in a bold yet decorative script.

 He tried to turn the combination dial, but it didn’t move.

“Ah, the old vault,” Peggy said, appearing at his side. “Rumor has it that Hobart Rosencranz kept the crown jewels of some tiny, yet very wealthy country in Europe somewhere in this vault.” She laughed. “A ridiculous story, for sure. They used it to store old records and lost the combo for the lock decades ago. The basement also flooded a few times, which in all likelihood caused the door to the vault to become rusted shut. The new owners would need to get someone down here with a torch and cut a hole in that door, if they want to see what’s inside.”

Majewski imagined not jewels, but a box of files containing the records he had to make sure no one should ever see. But there was nothing he could do now. Or ever, if he’d have to buy the place to get into the vault. In spite of his bragging, neither the Jesuit Order, nor the Vatican would ever approve of buying this old wreck.

There must be another way…

Peggy led the way back up the stairs, flicking off the lower switches as they returned to the ground floor. She gestured toward the stair to the second floor. “Shall we take a look upstairs?”

Majewski had no interest in anything but the vault. He did not, however, want to call any attention to it, so he nodded and followed her the up the stairs. After a 2 minute survey, he was done.

Peggy followed him back down the stairs. “Can I show you the kitchen?” she said as Majewski approached the front door.

He turned on his heel and followed Peggy.

“On our right is the infirmary,” she said.

Majewski glanced quickly into the room full of long  stainless steel tables, chairs, cabinets. He thought he heard screaming. The odor of blood and disinfectant seemed to leak out the door. It turned his stomach. 

He nearly bumped into Peggy turning quickly toward the kitchen.

 “Predictably dingy, old, leaky and stinky!” he said, pulling out his handkerchief and wiping his brow, regaining his composure.

Peggy laughed. “Indeed. Nothing’s been updated or repaired in decades. Pretty much everything needs to be replaced.”

They walked out the kitchen doors to the patio, encircled by a perfectly maintained hedge of roses, in full beautiful bloom. Beyond the roses, a perfectly manicured lawn.

“Frankie’s done a wonderful job,” Peggy said. “But he’s been working on these grounds for almost 25 years.”

Majewski grunted some form of appreciation as they stepped down onto the sidewalk leading to the front door and parking lot.

“Can I show you anything else?” Peggy asked, stopping for a moment. “The gardener’s cottage, perhaps?”

“No, not at this time,” Majewski said as he continued walking to her car. “But I may need a second visit, after I discuss the property with the powers that be.” He rolled his eyes upward and grinned.

“Of course, Father.”

Peggy tried to engage him in conversation about the building on the way back to the city, but he had no interest in anything but the vault. Majewski tried to come up with some replies to Peggy’s quest for conversation, but only managed to reiterate in a bit more detail his earlier spiel about St Francis and a seminary school for carpenters.

“Thank you very much for your time, Ms McFarland,” Majewski said when she dropped him off at his hotel. “I will be in touch.”

“You’re quite welcome, Father,” she said. “Good day to you!”

Exhausted, Majewski fell onto his bed and flicked on the tv. A commercial about a place where unmarried young women can go to have their babies. He flicked past it, finding the pre-evening news. Stella’s face appeared dissolving to a shot of the old dilapidated Rosencranz. Someone wailing in the background.

“For sale,” the newscaster said with a wink. “Ghosts and all.”

Majewski flicked off the tv and went down the elevator to the hotel bar, where he formulated his next move. Tomorrow he would meet with an attorney to advise him on how to acquire the Rosencranz property.

THe Cash Cow

Jules Sackman smiled obsequiously at Father Superior Thomas Majewski sitting across the table from him. Amused that once they were on opposite sides, when Henry Braun wanted to buy Wilder Island from the Jesuits, and now Majewski needed him to buy some property.

So very poetic…

“I am in need of legal advice and perhaps representation to purchase a property,”Majewski had said over the phone. “Meet me at 12:30 at the Crow and Barrel.”

“It would be my pleasure, Father,” Sackman had said with a broad smile across his face. 

“So, which property are you interested in, Father?” Jules asked Majewski. 

They had been seated by a window facing the river—Majewski got the better view. Wilder Island. Jules had a panoramic view of bridge, and a few barges. “I’ll call the listing agent and make arrangements for you to view the property.”

“Rosencranz Asylum. I’ve been to see the property already,” Majewski said, waving away the offer. “There may be delicate negotiations between my Order and the State, should we decide to purchase. It would be handy for me, that is us, to have our realtor and attorney in the same person.”

“Exactly,” Jules said, nodding. His smile grew broader. “That is why I acquired a real estate license after I got out of law school. But why, may I ask, do you want this property? It’s old, it stinks, and no doubt it needs to be completely renovated.”

A waiter came to their table and took their lunch order. Majewski declined anything other than the ice water the waiter had brought him before Jules arrived. 

“Just water for me as well,” Jules said.

“My Order is interested in establishing a seminary school in the Midwest,” Majewski said after the waiter left. He pulled a business card from his pocket and handed it to Jules. “Here’s the listing agent that showed me the property. Tell her that I, that is we, want to make an offer. Perhaps you can make a deal.”

Jules glanced at the card. “Peggy McFarland. Good luck!”

“You know her?” Majewski said, tilting his head.

 “Everyone knows Peggy.” Jules said, grinning. “She’s very well-known around town for selling high-end, very pricey real estate. Unlike Rosencranz. Probably she’s hoping someone will come along with really huge bucks to remodel the old bag to its original Art Deco state and turn it into a resort for the rich.”

“It definitely needs an extensive renovation,” Majewski said. “Perhaps they’ll come down off the price. Two million for the property plus perhaps at least that to fix it. It’ll be difficult to find a buyer—once that actually has seen what bad shape the property’s in.”

“Only two million?” Jules said, his eyebrows rising. “They’ll get it. It sits on almost 7,000 acres—that’s roughly 10 square miles—of mostly forest. You’ll be lucky if AgMo doesn’t  come sniffing around as soon as they catch wind it’s on the market.”

“AgMo?” Majewski frowned.

“AgMo is a farming mega-corporation,” Jules said. “They’ve been buying up all the small family farms as soon as the elderly owners pass. They monitor the obituaries. And the real estate markets, newspapers, organizations. They raze everything and plant corn.”

The waiter appeared with their order and after placing the plates on the table asked, “Would there be anything else, gentlemen?”

Jules liked  the way the waiter called them ‘gentlemen’. 

“I believe this will do,” Majewski said. 

“I’ll have a coffee, later,” Jules said, smiling at the young man.

“Certainly,” the waiter said, smiling back.

Jules picked up half his sandwich and said: “No one make a Reuben better than this place.”

“Mr Sackman,” Majewski said, ignoring the sandwich and fries on his plate. “I am going to need your help—but everything must remain in strict confidence between us.”

“Of course,” Jules said, smiling like a jackal. “Are you planning to hire me as your realtor? Or your attorney?”

“Perhaps some of both,” Majewski said. “The woman who disappeared from Rosencranz was, that is, she is my sister,” 

Jules bushy gray eyebrows shot up. “I see.” 

“Stel—, that is my sister entered Rosencranz as a pregnant teenager over 20 years ago,” Majewski said in a lowered voice.

“I see,” Jules said, his face returned to normal. “And she’d been there ever since?” He took a bite of his sandwich.

“Yes,” Majewski said. “She had other issues than her pregnancy—mental issues—which became worse over time. After she got there, the facility became an asylum for people with non-violent mental conditions, but whose families are unable or unwilling to take care of them. Or that they lacked a family altogether.”

Jules knew full well the history of the old building. He wondered which family Majewski came from—unable or unwilling? He picked up the second half of his sandwich.

“She lived in another world,” Majewski said as if he heard the unspoken question. “And another time zone. She was unable to understand her surroundings, and unable to communicate with anyone.”

 “Was she a ward of the state?,” Jules asked, his sandwich hovering in the air, his pinky raised. “In other words, did your family pay for her stay there?”

“For awhile, the family trust paid,” Majewski said. “It’s not been cheap. In the beginning, her residency cost us $2500 per month.”

“That is a terrific burden for a family,” Jules said. He bit into his sandwich.

“Yes, it was,” Majewski said, swirling the ice cubes in his glass. “The trust ran dry 12 years ago, after which she became a ward of the state. There was no alternative.” He shrugged and shook his head. He unfolded his napkin and put it on his lap.

“How very unfortunate, “Jules said, noting that Majewski had not touched his sandwich. “Wards of the state are often not treated well at mental institutions.”

“As far as we could tell, she was not mistreated,” Majewski said. “In any case, that is not why I called you. The seminary school is the official reason I gave the realtor.” 

He leaned toward Jules and lowered his voice. “There seems to be some medical records of her stay that got left in a vault in the basement.” He glanced over his shoulder. “There are things in St—that is, Charlotte’s past that my family would prefer to be forgotten.”

“I see,” Jules said. The last of his sandwich disappeared into his mouth. Majewski still had not touched his.

He repeated Dora Lyn’s story about the incomplete upload of paper records to their new computer system 15 years ago.

“I need to find those records,” Majewski said. “If they exist.”

Jules wiped his chin with his napkin. “Well, we are dealing with some legal complications, beyond the privacy issues. It’d be hard to get into the vault without the hospital fetching it for you.”

“The problem is,” Majewski said, “these records are a vault in the basement—one of the larger horrors of the old place. The combination was lost, years ago—and a few floods have now rusted the door shut. It would need to be opened with a blow torch.”

“Well, that would be difficult to accomplish,” Jules said. “Even if the State—the owner of Rosencranz—allows you to blow torch the vault open, for the reasons you claim—which is unlikely, the police might want to take a look at those records, too.”

Damn.

The waiter stopped by their table. Majewski nodded for the waiter to bring him another glass of ice water. His lunch remained untouched.

“Are you ready for coffee, sir?” the waiter asked Jules.

“Yes, please,” Jules said, flashing a quick smile at the young man.

“I must see what’s in that vault,” Majewski said after the waiter left. “Before anyone else does. My family paid a lot of money for my sister to have her illegitimate child there, leaving behind no record of her infraction.”

“Was that not Rosencranz’s function in those days?” Jules said. “A place for girls of wealthy families to discreetly give birth?”

“Yes,” Majewski said. “But my family is Catholic. Devout Catholic. My mother is near rabid in her adherence to church doctrine, and the 10 commandments. Anything outside Catholic beliefs was—is—anathema to her. Stel—that is, Charlotte’s pregnancy horrified and scandalized my mother so severely, I fear it would kill her if this fact from Charlotte’s past were to get out.”

“Kill her? Really? It hasn’t been uncommon for girls to get pregnant as teenagers since, oh…forever,” Jules said. “Try as the Catholic Church has to make sex unpopular.”

Majewski ignored the criticism. “It wasn’t on Mother’s agenda, therefore it must not be allowed to exist.”

“I see,” Jules said. 

“The shame nearly drove her insane,” Majewski said. “I remember Father telling me that he had wondered many times if Estelle—that is my mother—should have been the one committed, rather than my sister.”

“I see,” Jules said again. “But about the personal property of hers that you are seeking—I’ll have to think of a way. If this Flora Lyn gal told the police the same story about records left behind at Rosencranz, chances are good that they’ve already gotten to the vault.”

“They had not as of yesterday,” Majewski said. “And I don’t know that Lora Lyn told the police about the files in the vault. Probably they didn’t ask.”

“The assumption being that all records are now at Kafka Memorial,” Jules said, nodding. “At the moment, I don’t know how we can get into this vault, short of buying the place. It’s pretty unlikely we’d be allowed to torch that vault otherwise. Are these records worth that much to you? The place is on the market for $1.2 million.”

“I know,” Majewski said. “I have some discretionary budget items that I can pull together without going through a lot of paperwork. Once I find what’s in the vault, we can sell it off.”

Pulling that off would be a feat greater than saving Wilder Island from Henry Braun—which had cost the Order virtually nothing. The hermit’s chapel had completely charmed his superiors. But buying a derelict building like Rosencranz out of the blue was not at all the same. 

There were ways though, that Majewski could spread out the costs to various different long-term projects. He’d put all the money back into the projects from which he had borrowed. No one would ever know.

Jules slowly nodded, trying not to smile. “We could do that. Maybe slap some lipstick on the old pig in the meantime. Then we’ll raise the price!”

“Exactly!” Majewski said. For the first time a brief smile flashed across his face.

“Now, about my retainer…” Jules said.

After leaving Jules Sackman at the Crow and Barrel, Majewski made his way to his hotel room across the river. He had an enormous pile of work he’d been trying to ignore. Ten emails from Luther, his secretary, since this morning. Everything was late, it seemed. 

Though he had planned to tackle the stack, he couldn’t focus. Instead, he examined the budgets of several large accounts that he might draw from to purchase Rosencranz. The entire afternoon passed while he socked together the $1.2 million dollar purchase price. He called Jules and left a message for him to draw up the offer and call him.

He then called Room Service and ordered dinner. He left the desk and sat on the edge of his bed, removed his shoes, sat back against the pillows. The late afternoon sun made him drowsy. 

He flicked on the tv. Flipping through the channels, he stopped briefly and watched a woman take a golden brown pie out of the oven. And on a looping news channel, the days-old story about the new roof at Notre Dame…crows flying around the steeple at St Sophia’s…a talking head on the tv sings a song of sixpence. A crow flies in through the window and picks up a black feather pen sticking out of a pie on his desk and steals it.

He runs through the open window after the crow, into a semi-dark labyrinth. Skulls and bones litter the floors. Flames sputter and smoke from the torches in niches in the rock walls. A door swings suddenly inward and he stumbles into a chamber.

Manzi bends over a desk, writing in a ledger with the stolen crow-feather pen. Stella perches upon Manzi’s shoulder, dictating to him. She pauses for a moment and turns her eyes upon him. Eyes that burn red, then yellow, then white hot.

Those terrible eyes. Eyes that would burn off his clothes, his skin, his bones, his lies—everything down to his immortal soul. 

A drum starts to beat …boom boom boom.

Majewski woke up in a cold sweat.

“Room Service!” Someone yelling and pounding on the door.

Chapter 10

Degrees of Freedom
Book 2–The Patua’ Heresy
© 2025 Mary C. Simmons

The Captain

The Captain heard a woman singing in the early hours before dawn as he prepared to leave for MacKenzie for a couple of days. It was an old Scottish love song his mother used to sing when he was a young boy on the family farm in MacKenzie.

“That’s MizCharlit,” Sugarbabe had informed him.

The Captain smiled—as if it could have been anyone else. He left for MacKenzie before he could find out what Charlotte was doing on the cliffs above the river before the sun came up. But he wondered where Jayzu was.

None of the resident crows or ravens seemed upset at her presence on the cliffs—Charlotte had only been on the island for a few days, not long enough for her to establish any noticeable routines. All seemed well enough. And, she was singing. All seemed well enough.

The Captain pushed off from the river bank and into the strong, wily current of the river, whistling the melody of the song his mother used to sing. Her sweet clear voice sang along inside his head.

And we’ ll all go together

To pick wild mountain thyme

All around the purple heather,

Will you go, Lassie, go?

The Captain’s mother had been Patua’—and had helped his father grow an astonishing array of crops that kept the family well fed, with enough money for things like tractors, cars, clothes. His mother, Moira MacKenzie, belonged to the family for whom the town was named. She married Walter Shepard, whose family had farmed the area since the first days of the 1862 Homestead Act.

As a boy, Andy—as he was known to his friends and family, loved only the river. Whenever he was relieved of farm duties, he spent the rest of his waking hours on or at the river. He’d set up a little camp for himself along the small stream that ran next to the family farm on its way to the river. 

“Andy!” he would hear his mother call him home for dinner. As soon as he had eaten, he would be out the door on his way back to his private encampment. In the summer, when it wasn’t raining, his mother allowed him to sleep at his camp. He’d outfitted it with an old sleeping bag and tent of his father’s, and a pillow from his own bed.

He wasn’t exactly alone, which is why his mother allowed him, as a small boy, to sleep in a tent down by Spring Creek. Andy’s near-constant companion was a crow named Rascal, who looked after him when he was away from the farm. 

Andy’s father noticed the crow frequently on his son’s shoulder, but never mentioned it—as if it were as normal as having a dog at his heel. Father was not Patua’—it was something that was never mentioned, never discussed as if it just did not exist. But surely he knew both his wife and son could speak the language of the crows, though Andy knew without anyone saying that he was never to speak the Patua’ around his father, at school, or anywhere else except when he was alone or with his mother. They spoke frequently while he helped her harvest the fruits and berries she grew. 

Sam. 

As much a brother to the Captain as is possible for one man to be to another, Sam had never let on to anyone that he knew anything about the man, other than he ferried people up and down the river. Though Andy was the Captain’s given name, Sam never called him that when anyone was around, but always did when they were alone together.

Only Sam knew anything about his past.

Andy had met Sam through his sister, Sarah. They were high school sweethearts, and had planned get married when she became pregnant. Her father beat him up. Afterwards, Sarah hung herself from a tree in the family’s back yard.

After Sarah’s father’s thugs beat Andy senseless and tossed him into the river, Sam dragged his limp body into the Captain’s boat, paddled it through the swamp and tied it to a Bass tree. 

Andy briefly opened his eyes as Sam washed the blood from Andy’s face. He groaned; the blood and swelling allowed him to see nothing, and his mouth hurt. 

“Other than your teeth,” Sam said, “you don’t seem to have any serious injuries. I’ll row into town and get some food and water for you.”

Andy fell in and out of unconscious while Sam was gone. He awoke when Same returned. He sat up—grimacing, but not uttering a sound. After he had eaten the food Sam had brought, he said: “I reckon I ought to sleep on dry land tonight.”

Sam helped Andy off the boat, into the calf deep water, and up onto the bank. Though he ached from the tip of his toes to the top of his head, he had not suffered any broken bones. He peed blood for many weeks, however.

Sam brought Andy’s sleeping bag from the boat, and his bag of miscellaneous gear, plus a canteen of water. After unrolling the sleeping bag, he said: “It isn’t going to rain tonight, so you’ll be fine sleeping under the stars. I’ll be back in the morning with your boat. We’ll play it by ear from there—”

“I’ll be fine,” Andy grunted.

Andy’s injuries were not severe, and he was able to row his boat the next morning to take Sam back home. In the weeks that followed, he and Sam built the boat that looked for all the world like a tiny forest island that floated.

Sam had never told anyone that he had wrought the fantastic forest structure for the Captain’s boat in his art studio home that overlooked the river. He didn’t need to—it was completely obvious to anyone who had ever seen Sam’s sculptures.

The Captain’s boat was powered by wind, constructed so that the Captain could move the branches and limbs of tree-like canopy around as if they were sails. The Captain steered the boat through and across the river with a long wooden oar, only rarely did he turn on the outboard motor below the deck; and only when the river was too rough to handle with his oar and the winds too strong for his sails. 

It had been the Captain’s job to make it float, and he drew up a plan for Sam to follow. The forest canopy Sam had constructed in his shop would be welded to a metal frame that housed three pontoons—two smaller ones flanking a large one in the center that kept the boat lower in the water. 

Not only did it float, it was the only craft that could navigate the rugged and unpredictable currents around the island. The people of Ledford thought both he and the boat had magical powers.

The raised helm sat five inches above the deck which was lined all around with wooden seats covered with thick foam pads. At one end, the Captain stood on a small platform that extended out from the front of the boat, which terminated in a point just below his feet. In front of him was a console with a compass, a wind speed thingy.

The Captain lived on the boat—he slept on the benches, cooked on a small propane stove he stowed beneath them, along with cooking gear, tools, and a few, very few, personal items. During storms or cold weather, he unrolled the shades that otherwise stayed tucked up along the edges of canopy. Constructed of a very thin fabric that Sam had scrounged from a surplus store in Ledford, the shades were designed to keep the wind and much of the cold out, but let all the light in. 

Rarely did the Captain leave his boat. He traded transportation with some of his daily passengers for shopping and bringing him groceries., hardware items, rain gear—as he needed them.

Lost in TimE

I like to sit on the very edge of the cliffs and look across the river at the city, cut in half by the river. Charlie pointed a wing toward the right side and told me that is Downtown. Tall buildings sparkle like diamonds. The other side of the city—to my left—is mostly trees and a few buildings and Charlie says a lot of houses. A bridge ties the two sides of the city together.

Where the city ends, trees and cornfields grow—all among the rolling hills and small streams that join the river. I remember this city is called Ledford. It is upriver from where I grew up, in MacKenzie.

I don’t know how I got here or even where ‘here’ is. Charlie tells me we are on an island, but it’s much, much bigger than the little island in the stream that ran through our property in MacKenzie. And there were no cliffs or ravens.

Just crows. Mostly Charlie and me. And JoEd.

We looked down at the boats on the river together. I came to this island on a boat, Charlie had told me, but I don’t remember that. I like to watch the boats, wondering which one brought me here. 

“Oh, look!” I said to Charlie and JoEd, who were pecking at the cracks in the rocks under their feet. “A little floating island!”

Charlie peered over the edge and said, “That is the boat you came in on.”

I didn’t take my eyes off the boat as it got closer and closer to the island.

“When was that?” I asked.

“Just a week or so ago,” Charlie said. “You stayed in the Treehouse with Rika and me and JoEd and the other kreegans.”

“The Treehouse?” I frowned and shook my head. “I don’t remember that.”

We watched the small boat somehow ride through the large waves of the river and make its way to the bank. 

“The Captain ties off the boat where the water is not so rough,” Charlie said. “He spends nights on the island, and leaves at dawn. He spends his whole days on the river.”

The Captain returned from his trip to MacKenzie and pulled his boat into the Sanctuary. As he tied off, Sugarbabe squawked and flapped her wings. 

“Grawky, JoEd!” she hollered and flew off her perch. “What up?”

“Grawky, Sugarbabe,” JoEd said and extended a wing from his perch on a rock.

Sugarbabe brushed her wing against JoEd’s.

“I gotta talk to the Captain,” he said. “We’ve got a situation.”

“Yeah?” Sugarbabe said. “Hey, Cap’n—they gots a situation!” she hollered as he approached the two crows.

The Captain sat on the sand next to rock and raised his eyebrows.

“It’s Charlotte,” JoEd said. “She doesn’t know where she is. Or Jayzu—she forgot she knows him. And she’s afraid of him because she thinks he’s going to take her away somewhere.”

The Captain frowned. “Where is she now?”

JoEd jerked his head in the direction of the cliffs. “Charlie took her there—so she would be safe from her brother who is not here.”

“I see,” the Captain said, stroking the stubble of gray on his chin. “What would Charlie want me to do?”

“Food,” JoEd said. “She needs food.”

“I can do that,” the Captain said. “Is Charlie with her?”

“Yep,” JoEd said. “He hardly leaves her.”

The Captain stood up, with Sugarbabe on his shoulder and JoEd flying overhead, and headed back to his boat. Both crows perched on the railing as the Captain filled a small backpack with dried fish, bread, cheese, apples, and water.

After slinging the pack over a shoulder he said to JoEd: “Lead the way.”

Up on the second ledge of the cliffs, the Captain found Charlie and an assortment of crows and ravens. “Grawky,” he greeted them.

The birds flapped their wings in the return greeting.

“Good to see you,” Charlie said as he eyed the backpack, “and the food you carry. Charlotte’s nearby. She likes to watch the river from these cliffs. She feels safe from her brother there.”

The Captain squatted on the ground. “The brother who isn’t here?” he said, gruffly. “As in the Fat Penguin from the east?” 

The crows all cracked with laughter.

“The same,” Charlie said. “Jayzu calls him Thomas—the trouble is, this brother is Jayzu’s OverFather.”

The Captain laughed at the way Charlie described Jayzu’s boss. Having a superior was an alien concept to the crows and ravens. “Well, I’m taking Jayzu into the city tomorrow. He’s to say a few words over the dead body of the Bunya, and—”

“Praise the Orb!” Some of the crows said—those who had hung around St Sophia’s Cathedral in Downtown Ledford. “The Bunya’s gone!”

“Yes, Jayzu praised his god too,” Charlie said. “He also told me that Thomas is pressuring him to come here, to the island, which he says would be a disaster for them both.”

Charlie explained the entire story to the Captain as he knew it—from the pieces he had gleaned from Charlotte, about seeing Jade in the forest, and the not exactly truthful explanations that Jayzu offered—who was nervous that Thomas, and perhaps the police knew about his involvement with Charlotte’s escape from Rosencranz.

The Captain was a man of few words, but not much got past him. He remembered the day he had boated Jayzu back to the island some months ago. He had purchased a painting—a portrait he had purchased at an art gallery Downtown.

“My friend Jade painted this,” Jayzu had said to the Captain as he unwrapped it. “I do not know how, but this…this is Charlotte.”

The Captain remembered the painting. He felt at the time the woman’s face seemed vaguely familiar, and had forgotten the moment even after he had boated Charlotte to the island on the day she left Rosencranz. But his back had been turned the entire trip to the island as he managed the turbulence of the wily river; he’d had no time to study her face.

“And Charlotte saw it,” JoEd said, unable to contain himself. “She saw it in Jayzu’s cottage And she ran off and ate mild—”

Charlie held up a wing to silence his son. 

“We think after Charlotte ran off, she got hungry and mistook the mildornia for edible fruit,” Charlie said. “It tastes horrible raw like that, and she barely ate any. But when we found her, even that small amount of mildornia affected her memory. I have convinced her she is not on her family’s property in MacKenzie, but she doesn’t know how she got here or who Jayzu is.”

“And she’s afraid of him because she thinks he is Thomas,” JoEd said.

The Captain raised both eyebrows and started to speak, but instead he stood up and watched Charlotte approach. She stopped the moment she saw him and stared at his many tattoos of birds and fish and water waves. He stared at her face. Not just vaguely familiar anymore. The painting—yes, it was her, the Captain thought.

“Charlotte,” Charlie said as he flew quickly to Charlotte’s shoulder. “This is the Captain—he brought you here on the boat we watched come to the island this afternoon.”

“Andy,” I whispered after my eyes finally found his face.

“Stella,” the Captain said.

“Stella?” JoEd said, looking back and forth between Charlotte and the Captain. “Andy? What the—?”

“Stella,” I said, looking at the ground. “Yes, they used to call me that. Except for Charlie.” 

“We went to the same schools in Mackenzie,” the Captain said. “I had no idea, that  I —it was Stella—that is Charlotte that I brought here.”

“Do you know Jayzu?” I asked. “I don’t know Jayzu, I know Charlie, and now you, but they keep talking about Jayzu—and Rosencranz and I don’t know what they mean.”

“I know Jayzu,” Andy said. “Rosencranz is a hospital for those who are thought to be mentally ill.”

I sat down on a rock and Andy joined me. Charlie never left my side, and JoEd flitted between me and Andy.

“Am I mentally ill?”

“Some people thought so,” Charlie said. “Tommy your brother. Your mother.”

“Estelle,” I said, making an ugly face. “That’s why they called me Stella. After her. That’s why I hate that name.”

“Lot of folks who spoke the crow’s language wound up in mental hospitals,” Andy said. “Or worse. That’s why we keep it hidden…even from each other sometimes.”

“But who is Jayzu?” I asked. “Did I know him before Rosencranz?”

“No,” Charlie said. “He found you at Rosencranz.”

I watched Andy open his pack. Suddenly I was more interested in the food he was handing me than who Jayzu was. 

“Charlie thinks—I thought my brother Tommy—” I said between mouthfuls of ham sandwich and cookies. “—was chasing me—couldn’t let him find me so—kept running til I couldn’t hear him calling my—” I frowned for a moment. “—name.” 

My sandwich froze midway to my mouth.

“I was running. He was coming after me. He was calling…CHARLOTTE!”

I dropped the sandwich into my lap. The world seems to tip upside down for a moment. “No one ever called me that but you, Charlie. I was always Stella. Until—” I gazed back and forth into my spotty  memory.

“Tommy never called me Charlotte.”

Mildornia Research

At the rocky point, Jayzu shared his breakfast with Charlie, tossing the crow a chunk of toast and a bit of bacon every now and then. Charlie caught each tidbit deftly and swallowed each whole, to be chewed by the tiny rocks and snail shells in his gizzard. The priest tossed him another chunk of bread, with orange marmalade, and he swallowed that whole as well. 

“I love your bread, Jayzu,” Charlie said. 

“That is high praise indeed, knowing how much you prefer bacon.” He tore off a bit of meat and flipped it to Charlie.

“That goes without saying,” he said, after swallowing. “But your bread is truly remarkable.”

Jayzu took a drink from his water bottle and wiped his mouth on his sleeve. “One of my life’s most serene pleasures, baking bread.” He tossed Charlie the last bit of crust of bread. 

He looked out over the river, towards the bridge that connected the two halves of Ledford. The small island upstream obscured his view of most of it, but he could see the cables as they arced gracefully upward to the first tower of the suspension bridge.

“Charlie,” he said, suddenly turning toward the crow. “I understand Charlotte is having a hard time with her memory, but it is so difficult for me to understand how she could have forgotten me. How could she? I rescued her from Rosencranz!” 

“Well, it isn’t deliberate,” Charlie said as he hopped up onto the rock next to Jayzu. “She ate a small amount of mildornia—which can disturb the memory lattice. It seems to have affected hers—as if the past 22 or so years had not taken place.”

“How can I help her?” Jayzu asked. “Can I see her?”

“Bring food to the cliffs,” Charlie said. “I wouldn’t recommend that Charlotte sees you right now—she is terrified that you—as her brother Thomas—are here to harm her.”

“But,” Jayzu said in anger, “I would never harm her! I took her away from all that harms her!” He raked his hands through his hair. “How could she think that?”

“Maybe because you are both priests?” Charlie said. “We all know you are not the bad brother, laying a wing on Jayzu’s thigh. “This isn’t about you at all. It’s about Charlotte’s terrible years at Rosencranz and how much that harmed her. Remember it was Thomas  who led the white coats to take her away. We will try to heal that in a mildornia trance, and return her to the present.”

Charlie had told Jayzu about the massive database the corvids have kept over the ages, of Corvid and Patua’ genealogies, as well as the mildornia trance that facilitated the merging of data from the Keepers into the Archival Lattice. 

Fascinating, for sure. Jayzu had pictured three-dimensional structures within the confines of the corvid brain. Clearly an hallucination, produced by the mildornia and the syncopation of the chants.

“You can do that with mildornia?” Jayzu asked. “It seems now that her memory has flipped on itself—she remembers everything before Rosencranz. And nothing since.”

“Yes,” Charlie said. “She seems to be lost in her own lattice, in a time prior to her stay at Rosencranz. We call this a ‘memory dislocation’. Starfire has found some texts that refer to the Patua’ of old using mildornia to repair these. We are quite hopeful.”

Jayzu put his head into his hands. “I have truly ruined her life.”

“Well, let’s not be hasty, Jayzu,” Charlie said. “Charlotte was quite happy to have escaped Rosencranz. Starfire believes we can use mildornia to fix her memory. We are researching the proper dosage to restore memory—which  usually involves lattice repair. We aim to return her to the present, with memories intact.”

“How on Earth can you do that?” Jayzu said, a deep frown wrinkled his forehand.

“It is a rather uncomplicated procedure and we do it frequently,” Charlie said. “On crows, anyway. But we believe that within parameters, the effect on yoomuns is probably very similar to ours. And that our chants will work on the yoomun brain, the same as upon the corvid brain.”

“Within parameters? What parameters?”

“There are certain, ah—cultural differences between our species,” Charlie said. “Which could lead to Charlotte reacting to the mildornia in ways we cannot foresee.”

“What kinds of reactions?” Fear burst forth in his guts and began its ascent up his spine.

“She could lose her mind completely,” Charlie said. “And she could die.”

“No!” Jayzu said, surprised at his violent reaction. The mere mention of Charlotte dying was incomprehensible to his continued existence. “Mildornia is out of the question. It is too risky.”

They both turned their heads toward the sound of a barge blowing its horn on the river. Two short, three long. Old Ruby. 

“No. She has no idea—the risks—I—we—how can we be sure—no—I cannot allow her—” 

“I don’t know how else to help her,” Charlie said, ignoring Jayzu’s incoherence.

Over the years as Chief Archivist, Starfire had beaked the ferment and gone into deep trance many times. He had rooted around in the Archives for the ancient secrets of the Patua’, and had found the Portal—a grand discovery. The idea that Portals could be used between lattices tantalized him.

“I reckon we could access the oldest and hidden parts of the Archival Lattice,” Starfire had said to Hookbeak, Aviar of the Great Corvid Council before his death. “There are many secrets that lie in our ancient past.”

Starfire was eager to find a way to make contact between Lattices that are great distances apart. It had not been difficult to tether one Lattice to another when the bodies housing them are in close proximity to one another. The Keepers did that routinely. But what if a Portal could be evoked that allowed a Keeper to tether lattices that are not in close physical proximity?

Charlotte was another matter altogether. She was neither a crow, nor a Keeper. She had no training in the mildornia trance. Starfire had to find the correct dosage of the mildornia ferment, and the proper chants that would meld a Keeper with an un-trained yoomun. Even then, he was not entirely sure how to repair Charlotte’s memory dislocations.  

JoEd volunteered to help search the Archives for the proper dosage and chants for the yoomun/corvid tether. He assumed the position of a single Shanshu to chant Starfire in and out of the oldest Archives, while Charlie kept the raven tethered. Five hundred years was time enough to get lost in.

Starfire emerged with the dosage and chants they needed to put Charlotte into a light mildornia trance—according to the ancient texts. The usual dangers existed for corvids and yoomuns alike—overdose was one; another was that one lattice might subsume the other. 

Worse, if a trancee strayed too far or the tether broke, they would come to the boundary of physical existence, where one’s Earthly identity spreads out and becomes one with the All.

Most dangerous was the Grzhk, the Soul Eater, said to prowl these boundary zones. The existence of such an entity was mentioned only briefly in the Archives, but was feared to be hunting for the lost, the untethered, the comatose, the demented. Its purpose: to snuff the soul’s entire existence from the All forever.